there was a blind girl who could not see the world and all she sees is darkness. she swear that if one day, she manages to see the world, she would marry her boyfriend, the guy who is willing to stand by her all these while. one day, some one donates a pair of eyes to her. she manages to see this colourful world and that faithful guy who stands by her. to her horror, he was blind. when he proposed to her, she rejected him. and before he left, he gave her a note, "take care of my eyes." people no longer keep their promises when their status changed.
after reaing this story, i really realise that there are such people in this world. where by they break their promises when they become richer, or when their positions in the company is higher than before. or when one finds a better partner than the one they are with. now. this really sets you to think that maybe, promises are meant to be broken.
i was home this entire day. i read my old entries again. and realised that i did changed quite alot. i had friends who cared for me so much and always stood by my side when i was down. however, after getting into triple science, we started to grow further apart. and i guess, i'm starting to miss all these friends now. people like doggy and joanna. i will always remember how i met doggy and gave him his nick. while reading some of the entries, i realised that he was always there to cheer me up, care for me and made sure i was perfectly fine. whenever i was lonely, he would accompany me and he was kind enough to accompany me home when i'm alone. haha. i really miss those times. as for nana. ever since early last year, we grew more like stranger. i miss those times when we went out, look at guys, laugh at each other's jokes. how we share our problems and how we gang up to bully mr chan during hcl. i wonder if we could have those days back. hmms.
i spent some time sms-ing crystal. gosh. i really don't understand how can she tolerate how her bf treats her. if i ever have such a bf, i'll really dump him the very next minute. =x ok ok. sorry. i can't stand guys who mistreat their gf. >< i love talking to her. probably because we know each other for 4 years. haha. hmms. i told her about life and stuff. and she gave me some advices. but i guess, i'll be taking this risk for the last time. =)
i started deleting my inbox. some msg was dated all the way till like 1st december. and now it's already 27 dec. so you can imagine the number of sms in my inbox. haha. ok. i kept some and deleted the rest. as i delete them, some memories came into my mind. like xl's msg. haha. cause he had training that day and he can only come to work in the evening. so he msg me during work while on his way. another msg was his msg. i remembered asking a question and he answer me. haha. =x ok. the next was angel's msg. his good night msg was freaking funny la. about alex's sentence. "hao ren bei gou yao". haha. =x finally, sh's msg. how she crapped with me and stuff. of course, not forgetting all crystal's msg. =)
hmms. suddenly wondering what would happen on this new year's eve. suddenly wondering how would i spend my valentines' day next year. suddenly wondering if i would cry when results are released. and even if i cry, other than friends, who will be there to assure me that everything will be fine and that nothing much will change? suddenly, i'm wondering if i can ever learn to walk this path alone. suddenly, i'm wondering if i could keep my promise of waiting for you. cause i remembered that i once told you that i will wait for you no matter what. suddenly, i'm wondering why i don't mind getting hurt just to love you. suddenly, i'm wondering if i would ever have a chance to be back in your arms. suddenly, i'm wondering if you would love me the way you did on june 23. suddenly. i was wondering if would have a chance to be with you again. but i guess it didn't cross your mind that i'll always be right here, waiting for you, missing you, trying to hold you back, and always loving you. hmms. guess some things just happen for a reason, yet reason itself cannot be explained. haha. gosh. i'm thinking alot. *sigh*
nothing in this life is smooth sailing. there are times, when we are at the peak, and there are times, when we are in a pit. there are times, when we fall totally in love and thinking how wonderful and sweet life is. yet, there are times when we fall out of love and we'll start thinking how miserable life is and we'll start complaining we are sick of it. there are times, when we are satisfied with whatever we have in life. yet, there are times we'll be sitting at one corner complaining "if only i had that.." or "if i only i had done that...". there are times when good things happen on others, we'll start thinking "why him/her, not me?". yet when something bad happen on us, we'll start wondering "why does it have to be me?". probably this is life. when every single one of us experience feelings such as jealousy, envy, happiness, saddness, sweet, sour, bitter, regrets, so on and so for.
and i guess, this life of mine, set me thinking about this. life is all about choices. you choose who you want to be. you choose how you want to feel. you choose who you want to be. you choose to complain to or be satisfied. but yet, most of us, will tend to make the wrong choice. that's when jealousy, envious, saddness, bitter, regrets come about.
haha. don't ask me what'd gone into me. and don't ask me where did all those crappy entries go. i guess i've been thinking quite alot these days. HAHA! i know many will not agree with my entry. but this is my blog. so i wish you'll respect it if you want me to respect you. =)
done blogging.
-oopsy! the weirdo meh has just evolved. =P-
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