Saturday, August 21, 2004
sianx.. woke up at 6.50 to prepare to go for the stupid change lyrics course... then met my friends at mac.. i was the second earliest.. which is not so bad.. then after that, went to take taxi to TKSS.. then the course start at 9.. all the way to 12.. damn sian lahx.. i spent 15 bucks on a book with his autograph lorx.. kinda regret it lahx.. haha.. =X walked all the way to haig road market to buy lunch, then took taxi back to school.. after lunch, we start work le.. then about 5+, we went home.. alot of ppl sad sad lehx.. then i started to get emotional on my way home.. alot of things flood my mind.. some of this, and some of that.. dunno wad to sae.. jux think that life kinda hard now.. guess my future isn't going to be very bright.. haix.. msg jun pei korx, jian cong korx, him, minx and nana.. tell them i change to my HI Card number.. then out of all, only he reply lorx.. then he was on his way to pasir ris park.. then never talk much lahx.. so let it be lorx.. my mind kinda floating around lorx.. dunno where to go and dunno where to stay.. but wad i know is that it has lots of crazy ideas.. haix.. i dunno lahx.. jux let nature takes its own course..
.:love him:.
.:mish him:.
.:need him:.
♥ the world will turn WILD.
7:14 AM
Friday, August 20, 2004
exams jux ended today.. finally dun have to carry notes to revise.. *phew* having bad flu today.. haix.. today stayed back to do sign in board lorx.. saw him while trying to get the board.. then he bid goodbye.. so cutex.. =X i went to the prefect room.. then start work lorx.. then saw yao yao outside.. then ask him to bao bao.. then wanted to de lorx.. his uncle keep looking at me, then say if i dare, he going to tell him.. ='( but in the end, i gave yao yao my first hug.. =X lucky first kiss still here.. =P today not in good mood lorx.. probably coz of my flu bahx.. and becoz this time common test didn't do quite well.. haix.. dun think end year can go good class lorx.. confirm go last few classes.. ='( these few days, i dun have full concentration during lessons lorx.. dunno why.. it seems as if my mind is floating somewhere out there.. wondering in the world, thinking of every meaningful things.. probably thinking why things between us had started, why did we move so fast and why it jux ended with 'it is better to remain bro and sis'.. but i guess, i wouldn't mind the way things are now.. well, i finally realize i couldn't forget him and i could let him go.. haix..
♥ the world will turn WILD.
5:33 AM
Wednesday, August 18, 2004
sianx.. today's test minus alot of marks le!! *argh* studie until 12 lahx, then gonna fail lidat.. like bu sad?!!! *sob sob* cong cong gave me alot of straws today.. he let me do heart heart until i shuang.. haha. =P today go do duty mahx.. then on my way to the old block, saw someone who looks like him lorx.. actually is him lorx!! so happie!!! but wondering wad is he doing at the new block.. *thinking* haha.. so happie!! lessons so boring.. haix haix.. got dental check.. then the dentist(guy) quite good lahx.. not as bad as wad others say.. he knows how to calm ppl down.. cool lorx.. haha.. sec 3 came down lorx.. then i tok to yong yong.. then he was beside him only lorx.. *argh* then i pretend i nv see.. dun wan ppl to tease me.. =X haha.. Mrs Su damn cute.. she keep calling my classmates nicknames.. got one mop, cock-a-doodle, durian.. haha.. coz of their hair style mahx.. so farnie.. stayed back awhile to study lorx.. then talk to pan lao shi.. she also blush when mentioning.... haha.. so farnie.. but she damn know how to tease ppl lorx.. so next tym cannot tell her who are those who like u.. u will die die de.. cong cong jux now keep telling me go E1 or E2.. he wan me to die lorx.. i dunno why he wants me to go to these two classes lorx.. *scratch head* why ar? haix.. suddenly feel like talking to him lorx.. ='( but dun wan disturb him.. later he dun score well, i will feel guilty de.. *thinking of him* think think think think think.. haha.. stupid boi boi.. he dote his meis so much.. then they do something wrong, he not angry with them.. i do a small little mistake, he angry with me for 3 whole days.. smack him arx.. hmpt!!! dun wan care him liaox.. always make me angry de.. *ARGH* he today still bully ren ren kor kor.. make ren ren's ear red.. horx.. i realize that i like red alot worx.. practically have alot of red.. then got pink too.. why arx? hmmx.. haix.. mishing him again lahx!! *-* going to die tml.. got science CMT and higher chinese CMT.. die die le.. i tonight no need sleep liaox.. sleepless night again.. nvm.. pei him burn mid night oil.. nan de get to talk to him.. hehe.. =P *happiex* aiya.. dun feel like going OBS lehx.. wonder which prefects are going.. like none seems to be going lehx.. then wad for i go? i will mish him de.. i mean if i go.. shit lahx!! i crazy over him le.. shit shit shit shit shit!!! haix.. ai shi mang mu de..
♥ the world will turn WILD.
3:41 AM
Saturday, August 14, 2004
life now is normal.. happie and sad times is still wad i'm going through.. =D have been talking to him quite often.. probably i should sae more often then before.. haha.. talk about many things!! so happie.. gee.. i prefert the way it is now, then the stress i had before.. life turns better.. but some how, it is too good for me to believe that i'm going through it again.. life jux seems so great.. it seems like i'm dreaming.. having good dreams.. haix.. jux hope things dun turn out bad.. i hate being hurt.. probably once is enough for me.. the 3 magical words 'i love you', jux doesn't seems to work on me anymore.. jux dun wish to get hurt again bahx.. i was in a happie mood today.. guess it was due to the starting of the day, receiving such a sweet msg.. haha.. i'm crazy.. anywayx, i din't have the mood to study history!! history jux sux!! *argh* slept 3 hours todayx.. guess i should be able to burn another mid night oil to study for history!! hate hate hate hate hate.. haix. boi boi angwee again.. haix.. why is it so hard for guys to forgive galx?? *sob sob* another 3 days of suffering to go through.. talking to him nowx.. haha.. find him cuter each time i talk to him.. =X dunno why too.. haha.. haix.. feeling sleepy again!! haix..
♥ the world will turn WILD.
6:01 AM
Friday, August 13, 2004
common test started yesterday, the 12 of aug.. the common test started off with english, which i do not have much confident in.. *sob sob* msg him on my way to higher chinese lessons and a while during lessons.. abit mean siax.. haha.. then after hcl, me and nana went with jian cong and yu ren to buy the stuff lorx.. then reach home 6+ le.. lucky maid not angwee.. *phew* then night time, msg him again.. haha.. he will be my pillow for 12 aug and 13 aug.. then i'll be his pillow for 14 aug.. haha.. then we chated from 10.26 to 12.26.. exactly 2 hours lorx.. talked alot.. so happie!!! i slept at 12.30 this morning.. and i woke up and 5.45 a.m this morning.. cool yeah? haha.. then today Zhang Feng Qi came.. the school was so crazy lorx. i didn't manage to get a picture of him.. so sad lahx!! *sob sob* now i know the advantage of handphone with camera.. u get to take a photo of a artist when he comes.. pratically the whole school take out their handphone to take a photo of him lorx.. so crazy!! and Mdm heng still can laugh.. haha.. i msg him after school again.. find him cuter lorhx.. jiu shi hen nan wang le ta.. haix.. went to prefect's room to do stuff.. only me and nana.. then boi boi chatting with his friends outside the room.. talk until so loud.. can't stand it lorx.. i look on junpei's behalf,then never say him.. hmpt!! then i'm suppose to leave school,when i remember i mux return something.. so i went back lorx.. then jun pei dun let me out of the room.. smack him arx!! then went home with seng yong.. mish him so much lorx.. he go camp for 4 days, keep thinking of him lahx.. not kidding.. probably his presence bring lots of laughter and joy, jux like jian cong kor kor lidat.. haha.. so happie to know them.. so happie today~!! despite wad happen yesterday.. haix.. anywayx, each day shall be a happier life for me.. haha..
♥ the world will turn WILD.
2:25 AM
Tuesday, August 10, 2004
ppl nowadays go pair by pair.. so jealous.. sigh.. still wondering when is my turn.. probably never bahx.. have a vote today.. who is more popular.. yaoli korx or tedja.. actually both equally popular and both got their good points, so i decided to stay in the middle.. fair and square.. boi boi msg me this morning at 1+.. he so ke lianx.. busy with his things until so late.. then he still wake up at 8 today.. but i pray he do well in his n lvls.. jux like junpei kor kor.. tml they all having prelims.. wish all of them the best worx!! hehe.. today went out with minx they all.. yaox yaox nv go.. jia ying went.. then i sat at the cafe awhile, then go bedok libraby meet jie jie.. on the bus msg boi boi and jiancong korx.. then later boi boi go orh orhx, coz too tire.. kor kor go tuition. saw leelinx jie jie.. hehe.. then i study until 4+.. then go home..about 5+ le.. then i slack liaox.. sianx lorx.. tml school reopen.. test here and there.. common test starting liaox.. habben even study lorx.. dead meat!! *argh* haix.. starting to mish him liaox.. haix..
♥ the world will turn WILD.
5:00 AM
Monday, August 09, 2004
sianx.. today 9 ppl come my house do candle.. so happie!! did 100 over le.. haha.. last night boi boi msg me.. ask me wad if he wants me.. =X i told him i'll be there for him, no matter wad.. i think his heart still got her bahx.. but never mind lorx.. this morning he msg me too.. then after that he nv reply le.. today we all siao siao liaox.. haha.. took alot of photos.. dunno if will turn out nice notx.. hope it will lorx.. =X hehe.. tml going out with minx.. then so happie.. one by one, my friends all get attach.. haix.. i shall be a good girl to put studies first.. =D suddenly feel like crying lorx.. dunno wad is wrong with me.. sigh.. guess i'm too tire bahx..no mood to do anything ar!!! jus now kor kor msg me lorx.. then he try to teach me science.. think he teach until he give up le.. suan le.. all my tuitors, like taiwan, also teach me until he give up.. he keep asking me to check up the dictionary.. i dun wan.. then he lidat give up.. hehe.. =X jux the sturbbon me mahx.. *pain pain* jux now cut my finger.. *sob sob* haix.. small pain cannot compare to the pain i'm secretly experiencing in my heart.. *sigh*
♥ the world will turn WILD.
5:24 AM
Sunday, August 08, 2004
today going fireworks festival with cong cong,ren ren, jordan, evelyn, seng yong, jas, yun qi later.. then i ask boi boi go.. dunno if he going notx.. then i tell him, if he not going, mux mish me lehx.. haha.. chao ji despo.. =X sianx.. exams round the corner, then habben study yet.. Miss Leong they all come back le. haha.. so happie!! school will be opening again!! heard that they are going to put up an item.. so cool~! haha.. but teachers' day is going to be a crazy day for all prefects again.. we will be going crazy~! tml evelyn, nana, seng yong and jian cong coming my house do wax.. dunno if minx coming notx.. hmm.. can't wait for the festival!! so excited.. hehe..
♥ the world will turn WILD.
4:15 AM
Friday, August 06, 2004
quite happie today!! wahaha.. woke up early today.. walked to school lorx.. then late for the helping out.. =X min min, me and nana help out lorx.. 3 of us again!! haha.. then all the prize winners all in the hall too.. haha.. the national day celebration damn cool lorx.. NCC is nice man!! the person singing has a nice voice, then the rest all dance until cool cool de.. nice nice lorx.. then red cross is the cheer that is cool.. scouts lehx.. nice nice worx!! +arepanda kor kor got dance too.. he dance until so cute lorx.. *shuai dai* wahaha.. then the cheer, they damn cute.. =P did i talk about the prize presenting? me and min min present the prizes with nana too.. then we give until so fun.. haha.. our class won 3rd place for the shirt competition!! so happie.. we won despite handing in the last minute.. haha.. =P then at the last part, got the singing of songs.. then nana, me and minz went behind to dance lorx.. how lame we are.. then after everything, went to take photo with jared kor kor.. haha.. he so tall sia.. he damn cute!! wahaha.. then went to MRL to drink lorx.. damn thirsty.. after that went mac with min, yao and doggie.. then keep playing truth or dare.. saw japan.. but he bu li wo.. so sad.. =( haix.. i today siao siao already lahx.. quite happie and sad lorx.. dunno wad to do and dunno wad to sae.. feeling like talking to him, but dun dare.. feel like telling him, but i dun wish.. guess i have never been in his heart before.. NEVER.. let it be then.. my life will come to an end some day..
♥ the world will turn WILD.
10:21 PM
Thursday, August 05, 2004
today is heartstring day.. guess it is a day whereby everyone is looking forward to.. not really me.. coz it kinda indicate that i have like him for exactly 1 year.. well.. i guess today started off quite badly.. shan't gonna talk about the bad part.. the good part is that i was doing duty, then i walked past his class.. devil keep shouting at me.. then he keep laughing.. his smils brightens up the day.. so sweet and nice, so bright and cute.. then that devil keep asking me where he is, when he is only jux behind devil lorx.. then i so paisehx.. =X heartstring day started at 10.20..me and nana head to down, then did patrolling.. after that, we head to the canteen to mummum.. food looks awful, but the desserts were nice.. *yummy* after that, me and nana spend the rest of the time with min min lorx.. 3 of us back together again.. one of the happie times we are going to have once again.. =D we went to 'shop shop'.. saw this stall selling flowers.. then told nana to buy for me.. didn't know she went to hint T and YL to buy for me lorx.. then i all together got 14 roses.. gave 3 away, lost the rest.. dunno who snatch from me.. hmpt! some one gave nana something too.. and another gave min min something.. why both of them get sweeter things than me!! hmpt!! haha.. so lame.. bought a friendship band for +arepanda kor kor.. then min min ask him why nv buy any for me.. guess this small little mei, isn't very impt in his heart.. went walking around, visited cailing mummy's de stall, jun pei kor kor de stall and japan de stall.. then i donated 1 buck to rainer's stall, 1 buck to the cute little joseph(got to know him while doing duty), and to hui shan yee yee.. the thing i bought from japan de stall is he make de lorx.. so nice!! haha.. i siao liaox.. entire thing end at 12.15.. and this whole time, i guess it is a time whereby i talk to him the most.. so happie!! then after that, went to HCL.. after HCL, me and nana ask cong cong come and meet us.. then we took neoprint lorx.. cong cong so cute.. =P hehe.. he damn nice lahx.. haha.. went home and talk to JZ.. so long nv talk to him le.. guess he got more problems than before, so try to help him settle abit lorx.. then saw boi boi online.. then he ask me who i like.. then i dun wan tell him.. he know le lorx.. he still ask... notti boi boi.. da his pi pi.. wahah..
♥ the world will turn WILD.
6:04 AM
