Thursday, August 31, 2006
HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!
wow. today is not only teachers' day but ACES day too. lols. the upper sec are excused from doing it cause the hall was so small and it isn't enough for all to squeeze. lols.
few minutes after we're in class, we had to move to the hall for photo taking! not exactly the formal one. but the one that will be put in a CD for remembrance. lols. so anyway, my class took with many teachers. mdm wee, ms tay, mrs yong, MR FAHMY!! lols. ok. the guys actually carried him up and throw him. it's a good thing they caught him, or else he's gonna fall. lols. then the girls carried ms tay. she was scared. in fact she didn't trust us. lols. probably because we're girls. lols.
had 2 period of geo. damn. flunk my geo block test badly. in the end, my entire CH fail like shit. sigh. left class early to report for prefects' duty. while waiting for the time to do our duty, we had a break. angel ask me look for my present. but, i just can't find it. lols. finally i found it. the flower is nice. first time receive a fake flower that looks real. lols. of course, i never receive real one before. duh. lols. anyway, after that we invite all the teachers up to the hall. lols. got cut-cake ceremony. lols. celebration was not so bad. i guess it won't be so interesting if our previous principal is around. lols.
went to TM to buy qy's bag. in the end, she didn't buy cause it doesn't suit her. went fish and co to eat. lols. next time can work in bank. every time pay the bill, i'll be the one counting. lols. but it's fun. ^^
oh well. in a month's time, i'll be graduating. it was only a year ago when i was telling my seniors how much i'll miss them. and indeed, i miss them alot. cailng, christine, bomba!, leelin, tootz, rex, jared, wee wee. many more. lols. and now, it's my turn!! ME ME ME!! lols. i'm going to miss all my friends, prefects, teachers and of course, my LAO GONG and ANGEL! lols. i swear i'm not going to cry. if i cry, 12 bucks will be flying out of my pocket.. ><
anyway, i'm going to try my best for prelims. 15 points. i need to cut down 2 points per sub. lols. jia you! ^^
done blogging.
-it's the way you make me feel-
♥ the world will turn WILD.
5:21 PM
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
today marks the start of prelims. fist paper and first practical.
i'm seriously praying that i will do well for english. afterall, this is the rough gauge to how well we will do for our Os. practical wasn't as good as what i expected. my answers were all wrong and my readings are different from the answer. >< not much hope. guess i have to work hard for chem paper instead.
hmm.. it's time to be serious. time is running. and time waits for no man.
i'm asked to help the juniors for the teachers' day stuff. my apologies to sy and angel for venting my anger. hmms.
wish me luck for prelims. ><
done blogging
-i wish i can turn back time. then i wouldn't have choose to walk this path.-
♥ the world will turn WILD.
6:47 PM
Sunday, August 27, 2006
i miss you.
♥ the world will turn WILD.
9:45 PM
i'm currently feeling very emotional. probably because i'm reading this book that i read like 2 years ago?
some times, when you're in a relationship, you'll tell the other party "i'll love you forever." or "i'll be by your side forever."
but have you ever wondered if forever really exist?
hmms. if you think it really exist. think twice.
♥ the world will turn WILD.
12:00 AM
Saturday, August 26, 2006
today, went kovan for tuition. only for today and next saturday. lols. the class there is huge. hahas. went through revision paper. quite boring lo.. after that, wanted to go out. but don't know who to go with and where to go. in the end pei buddy wait for puay. wait until so late. so in the end, i skip lunch and come home. lols. shall be on diet today ba. =x but so hungry now!! ><
got my check list out for today and tml. hope that i can follow my plan. only left with 71 days to Os. 16 days to prelims. hope my confidence and faith will be high up in the air. i know i can do it. jia you peeps!
done blogging.
-wish upon a star, wondering where you are-
♥ the world will turn WILD.
2:54 PM
Friday, August 25, 2006
i wasn't happy early in the morning, was kinda moody. sy though i was moody cause he scolded vulgarities. but nah.. it's not. lols. anyway, he apologised.
erms.. first period, chem. got back my first failing subject. E8. great. from a D7 to an E8. i wasn't surprised. didn't really care about study that day and my mind was a total mess. i couldn't concentrate. oh well. don't expect me to cry over a spilled milk. i guess all i can do now is to work hard for prelims. last chance before the real one. ><
many were affected by the chem results. but i wasn't. i was rather cheerful the entire day. E maths paper 2 was manageable. i hope i could secure my A. i'm praying. i couldn't remember the e maths formula that i ended up using A maths formula.. crap.
went for tuition after the block test. was wearing stupid skirt that i'm not use to it. worse, my friends were staring at me as though i'm an alien. lols. their faces were those are-you-sure-you're-valerie face. funny. probably because i don't wear skirt out so often that they are not use to it.. lols. this CCHMS guy actually talked to me!! AHH!! cute, i tell you. lols. qy say i'm dao, that's why people don't talk to me. lols. i'm shy k. not dao! lols. tml got tuition at kovan. lols. i'm going to sleep on the train. lols.
i realise i have really cool friends to stand by me. THANKS EVE. if it wasn't for you, i guess i would have break down at that instant. but, with you around, i was strong. ^^ angel!! always cheering me up. thanks to you for brightening my day!! lols. and please send me clouds!
i guess i'm strong than i used to be. which is great. at least i don't cry over small little matters. and even if i do so, i know there is someone out there that i can turn to. friends, angel, sister and special people who are always by my side.
done blogging.
-i wouldn't mind leaving this world. at least i know people's life will be better without me. agree?-
♥ the world will turn WILD.
11:03 PM
Thursday, August 24, 2006
something is really going wrong somewhere. everything seems to turn out differently from what i wish it would. it really scares me.
block test will officially be over by tml. and right now, i got my first failing grade. damn. the feeling of know that you fail sucks! it's like everyone is scoring so high and you're like at the bottom of the well. ahh!
prelims is starting. and i don't feel the stress. my mind is preoccupied with many things! forget it. hmms.
what is going wrong with my freaking life?! what the fuck
♥ the world will turn WILD.
10:00 PM
Monday, August 21, 2006
at this point of my life, i'm already dreading to move on.
i don't understand why things are becoming this way. where did it went wrong? why do i have to be treated this way? if by leaving settles the problem, i'll be willing to leave and get the problem settle.
thanks for stepping into my life.
♥ the world will turn WILD.
7:35 PM
Saturday, August 19, 2006
must be really tired. I HAVE HUGE EYE BAG! >< horrible.
woke up 7.30. suppose to wake up 6.30 to do last minute revision. but i guess i was too tired, that i went on sleeping all the way to 7.30!! AHH!! anyway, had mum's cake for breakfast and flip through my notes. met sh, crystal and hk at 8.10. went to cheers to buy chocolate. craving for chocolate!!
a maths test!! i was sitting right at the corner of the hall. stupid wushu and lion dance is really getting on my nerve! anyway, the paper was manageable. but don't know if can get good grades. lols. i was expecting a msg, but didn't receive, instead i got a msg from Mr gui! i pass my physics, border line pass. oh well.
went singapore post with qy, tong, mae, san, crystal. a healthy day with no fast food, finally! lols. anyway, we were talking about the act cute language.. =x but anyway, i can't imagine why some cheaters can get away with cheating? that's so unfair to us. forget it.
had a great sleep this afternoon. dreamt of my guardian angel. funny!!
hmms. 11 days to start of prelims. it's hard to believe how fast time flies. it seemed like not long ago when montage 2 was over. then not long ago when i receive my 5 D7s. now, block test is over. so fast!!!
i can't help wondering what life will be after all my papers are over. where will i be? will i still be contacting my friends? who will i meet? ok ok. weird questions are filling my mind now. seriously. i'm not sure what is going wrong with my life. i guess, i just have to concentrate on my studies. =) i'm a bitch. yeah me! lols.
done blogging.
-tell me what are you thinking?-
♥ the world will turn WILD.
8:28 PM
Friday, August 18, 2006
yesterday was boring! lessons are either revision or test. except for chem and bio, syllabus not done. so, yap, it's boring. can't help but to fall asleep.
a maths test is really, a gone case thing. the only question i can do is the function. and the stupid weather is so humid that i couldn't concentrate. oh well. couldn't help feeling like dozing off. >< after lessons, pre prelim practical. stupid titration is going to pull my marks down again. QA shouldn't be that bad. just hope that the way i answer won't affect my result. pray! anyway, i answer all in pencil, when the last minute, i was told that i'm not allow to write in pencil. so i quickly use pen to go over. ><
watch singapore idol. don't understand why singaporeans vote for only the looks and not the way the idols sing. hope hady won't go out.. ><
today today. nothing much happen. except that i finally manage to ask a chemistry question! yeah me. hahas. that shows that i'm thinking.. ^^ hahas. cut the crap. i finally remember to bring puay's chocolate, as promise. hahas. i msg mummy during recess to wish her happy birthday. then msg jie to tell her what i'm getting mummy. hope she'll share with me. i'm currently broke for the month, not week. ><
english paper 1 block test. couldn't concentrate cause of my stupid flu. and i can't believe it! i actually cursed myself!!! >< i wrote that i love sweets(this is true), then i was diagnose with diabetics(choy! i hope is not true. too much bio!). then i couldn't resist the tempatation of eating sweets. my glucose level went high, i went into coma. erm.. i think i wrote abit out of point. >< sigh.
have you ever wondered if there is such thing as forever? lols. i guess it's just not the right time to be in a relationship now. do you agree? the magazine does make sense. when you first meet the opposite sex, you'll always try to give a good impression. and only after being together, you'll show your true colours. i'm not sure if that's true. but this point is true: at different points in our life, we will have different needs. and not all the time, our partner will be able to give us what we want. agree? hahas. i think i agree with this. lols. there is always someone better than us. and we will only meet this people as we move on from secondary to JC/Poly. or from there to university. lols. well. just treasure who you're with now.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!
AHHH!! MR NAUFAL TAG MY BOARD!! =x
done blogging.
-i know what it takes to be a better person-
♥ the world will turn WILD.
3:55 PM
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
early in the morning, went to class. mr gui told us mr naufal is coming today. MR NAUFAL!!! he is one of the reason that i want to go triple science. he has the passion of teaching and his love for bio is so strong. AHH!! and he is damn cute!! hahas.
mdm wee started giving out our scripts. i wasn't expecting much. but at least, i pass!! *phew* chem lessons was fine. so was e maths. i was practically slacking through e maths. >< then came P.E. played volleyball till my hand turned red. stupid vein swell again. lols.
A MATHS!! ahh!! my love for a maths finally pay off!! hahas. from D7 in mid year, to flunk in pre block test to pass in block test!! hahas. so happy!! wb was happy for me. she said i made a great improvement!! lols. fish congratulate me. i didn't know who to share my happiness with, so i msg my mummy!! lols. she was happy and told me i can do it. =) yeahs.
after school, MR NAUFAL CAME!! ok. he didn't look like before. he has a big tummy now. lols. but still cute and forever charming! he really clear alot of our doubts and really help us alot. it's a pity, we aren't under him. oh well. no matter what, we just have to do our very best in everything we do. I LOVE MR NAUFAL!! AHH!! lols.
done blogging.
-have you ever care?-
♥ the world will turn WILD.
5:37 AM
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
currently in a studying mood. yeah me! lols. about 2 more weeks to prelims. and i guess, it's the best time to see where i might end up in after Os. so. i guess, i have to try to put in my effort now. AHH!! GOOD BYE SLACKING HABITS! lols.
sunday, was AUNTIE's BIRTHDAY!! ^^
monday morning was geo and physics paper. san predicted the topic tested correctly!! can't stand her. hahas. second time!! lols. then during english, our teacher gave out the new south wales composition competition certificate. i expected to get COP. but i got credit!! hahas. first certificate with credit. hahas. so exciting! after that, bio and chem was sort of a free period cause half the class left for Os Oral. lols. my toots birthday!! happy birthday toots! he was shocked to receive my msg. lols.
today, A MATHS!! the questions are quite easy, but i just can't get my answer. lols. got one question, i guess the answer. i pray hard i'll get the marks. =x after recess, A maths lesson. didn't do anything, but went through the check list and started talking crap. lols. went mac for lunch with mae, tong, san, sh, qy, crystal, xl, jordan. stayed there for quite long. were busy gossiping. ^^ then got a call.. =) erms. oh well. went home and started studying. so guai right? lols.
TML IS MY AH FAT'S BIRTHDAY!!! AHHH!!
been a long time since i last talk to fy. i miss talking to him. you know why? i feel like a princess. lols. whatever i want, i'll get it. hahas. but, nah, i not so bad. i treat him well too.. ^^ know him for so long, never fails to cheer me up. always there by my side to lend me his shoulders. hahas. such guy, who don't want?! lols. ok la. good as a friend, not as a stead. flirt like no one business. hahas. anyway, no matter what, still will remember him!! hahas.
done blogging.
-i miss the sea, i miss the clouds, i miss the beach-
♥ the world will turn WILD.
10:11 AM
Sunday, August 13, 2006
block tests are coming to an end. won't be expecting good grades.
[friday]
wasn't expecting things to be smooth going on this day. especially with so many things going on, on just one day. oh well. morning, there's block test. i'm lucky enough to study the right theme for SS. but chem, i was trying to remember what was being taught and what i read through few minutes before. don't think will do well. ><
as soon as block test was over, all sec 4 exp and 5 na had to proceed to the hall. the principal was saying how well our school did. and then, the chinese hod carried on. ok ok. 7 failures, no f9. wow. 80+% got b3. wow. ok. so the results were released. i got b3,M. i'm happy that i improve by a grade. but yet, part of me is expecting to get better results. i know it's impossible. but yaps. i tried not to cry. went back to class for sdl.
2 p.m, the 24 of us reported to our respective venues for EL O level Oral. i was the 9th person. i wasn't nervous or scare at first. but as my friends, one by one leave the room, i just can't help feeling nervous. but anyway, my turn came quite soon. i sat in front of the teachers and started reading. the picture conversation was fine. but when it came to conversation, i was loss for words. anyway, i shared a part of my life that i tried avoiding. my chinese Os last year. that was the moment that i had little confidence as compared to usual. i wasn't shy to admit that i was once a higher chinese student. so anyway, the exams was over. i left the room. i didn't turn back like what my other friends did. i guess, i'm just afraid. lols.
tuition, b3 seems to be the common result. lols. except for some of the higher chinese student. lols.
[saturday]
went to school for pre block test. i'm not sure what i was doing. my mind wasn't focusing. damn. left many questions blank. >< anyway, went v8 for lunch with tong, san, qy. shirley temple mocktail wasn't that bad. lols. broke for the month!! >< reached home at 2.40. mum wasn't happy. =x suppose to watch fireworks at night. but i didn't feel like. sleepy.
[sunday]
did physics tys whole day!! i'm in love with physics. lols. i thought my a maths paper 1 is on saturday. but, GOSH! it turns out to be tuesday!! i'm praying hard the result won't be like my pre block test!!!
sis is starting school tml!! hahas.
ok.
i think my guardian angel is sad. but guess, he should be fine soon. =)
oh well. 85 days more!!! then i'm going to be free! lols. choir might be going sydney.. cool, yeah? hahas.
i miss you
done blogging.
♥ the world will turn WILD.
8:13 AM
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
scheduled to study SS today. and to focus only on SS and nothing else. but i guess my plan didn't work out well.
woke up at 10.15 and had my breakfast. i slack all the way till 11 and decided it's time to start studying. somehow, after i packed my file, my studying mood was gone. instead, i got my maid to help me curl my hair. and guess what, the curls didn't work on me. went to ECP for lunch. came home and slept from 3 to 5.
watch the NDP at about 6.40. and saw some of my choir juniors! ahh. so cool. they get to perform!! lols. i wasn't looking forward to the fireworks. according to mr gui, after the second fireworks, and you haven't start revision, you're considered quite slow. which, obviously, i'm one of them. ><
choir might be going overseas to perform again. qy ask if i'm interested. for a while, i hesitated. i miss choir, i miss singing and i miss all those fun i have with them. but somehow, something seems to be holding me back. i don't know. hmms.
suddenly, i feel lost.
my life is in a mess.
done blogging
-so much for what i dream for-
♥ the world will turn WILD.
10:00 PM
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
learn something today. beautiful. sweet. funny. =)
nice? wore my jersey today. about 15 of us wear. quite weird though. lols. then went for celebration. AUNTIE today so hyper! hahas. never see her so hyper before. first time she don't feel sleepy. lols. sang national day song, mae, tong, me, san, qy, sh, puay, fish, jocey chua, eve, auntie, xl, jordan and yk stand up to sing. damn funny. all of us gain quite alot of attention. teachers think we're crazy, students think we're idiot, photographer thinks we're cool! hahas. the photographers took quite alot of pictures of us. but don't know if they'll put it in the school magazine not. hahas.
went to mac with eve and jordan. wait for kor, sy, ah bu and sasa. then they came! hahas. got sy to finish my breakfast for me. =x went to city hall, ah bu got to meet her friend. so sasa, kor, sy, jordan, eve and me went esplanade to sit and talk. kor so lame! he used jordan's videocam to video everyone. and he made me feel like an idiot!! >< went out of esplanade, near the river or sea there. i wait for the cotton candy shop to open for quite a long time. and when i wanted to order first, the uncle just snapped at me. what freaking attitude?! hmph! went to buy a bottle of sprite. GLASS BOTTLE!! so cool!! hahas. anyway, the kindergarder kids are so cute!! i wanna be a kid again!! young, hyper and innocent! hahas. had lunch. ate the beef fries! MY GOD! so freaking delicious! everytime go out, i get to try new stuff!! hahas. so cool. ^^
went to TM to watch click. before that went to take neoprint. nice! ^^ went to century square to meet lex, yr and ah boi. the movie is nice. and i learn something from the movie. ^^
treasure those around us and never run away from any problem.
i cried while watching the movie. seriously, whenever we're irritated with one of our love one, we won't give a thought about their feeling at that instant. but you'll realise that you've hurt him/her when you recall. and that's what the movie thought me. the other is that never to find an easy way out when you know life ahead is tough. yaps. and that applies to me pretty much. lols. =) interesting story. funny at the front, touching at that back. try watching it! =)
oh well. went home almost immediately after the movie. it was like about 6+. didn't get any scolding from my mum, just got grounded only. lols. and jalat kor was asking me to go watch fireworks. lols. i won't forget how crowded it was. and how i manage to squeeze out of the crowd. spare me those trouble. lols. stupid ah boi. say i ps jalat, when he, himself ps jalat too. lols. =x
hmm. i hope i manage to put the glass bottle into good use. and i hope whoever found it, will appreciate. =) whee!!
i'm a innocent young little girl! and the movie proves it all! =x
ahh!! i'm eyeing on a new stuff toy!! *hint hint* lols. crap.
done blogging.
-the truth always hurts. and i'm hurt really bad-
♥ the world will turn WILD.
9:34 PM
Monday, August 07, 2006
ahh! never feel so sick before. ><
spent my entire day in bed reading another book. so cool. i finish 2 books over the weekend. but i didn't study for bio block test. ok. stomach was freaking pain. i couldn't even stand up for more that 15 minutes. didn't eat much. i swear i lost some weight yesterday! didn't eat breakfast, had 3 spoons of porriage for lunch and 2 chicken wings for dinner. cool? hahas.
today. 3 tests. english wasn't that bad. maths is easy. i hope the november paper will be as easy as this.. i hope. =x bio is the killer paper! i doubt i'll pass. lols. the class damn crap today. i know i'm noisy today. yes. but pity me can? even time i sneeze or blow my nose, i'll get the unwanted attention. >< feel so sleepy while doing the test. yet this stupid nose of mine keep me busy. irritating.
i'm praying hard i'm fine tml. then i can go out watch movie!! with kor and friends. =)
ok. have to be home on 9th and 10th to study for chem and SS. then on the 12th, a maths pre block test and 13th i'll be home to study for phy and geo. well-plan. =)
done blogging.
love those who care for me. ^^ thanks alot peeps. i'll take care.
♥ the world will turn WILD.
8:55 PM
Sunday, August 06, 2006
right now. i feel like i'm half dead, half alive. had a long morning. >< woke up feeling very sick. felt like vomiting and my tummy was pain till undescribable. oh well. i stayed in bed trying to study for bio block test tml. and ended up sleeping. tml sure fail de. -.-"
i'm happy for my guardian angel. ^^ he finally gotten over her. yaps. he is a great guy and i think that he should move on. better girls are out there. so much better than.. ok. i'm just being mean. at least he's happy. LOVE MY GUARDIAN ANGEL! hahas.
feeling alot better now. =) thanks to mum for taking good care of me.
oh well. wish me luck for tml's block test. AHH!! 3 block tests!!! AHH!! friday is O level oral! wish me luck too!! sigh. there goes all my fun time. ><
♥ the world will turn WILD.
3:10 PM
Saturday, August 05, 2006
woke up really early today. had to go to school. chemistry day!
i lied to mum that i was meeting my friend. well, actually i went to school alone. been a long time since i went to school alone. oh well. had many things running through my head. i'm not sure why. just can't help thinking.
chem lessons was ok, i guess. i think i understand. oh well, just have to try the tys and i'll know if i understand or not. smart right? hahas. i keep touching ah fat's hair. hahas. the only guy who don't mind me touching his hair! hahas. wonder why guys care so much about their hair. =x ok ok. i shut. AH FAT ROCKS!
went lunch with the girls. had a quick lunch and i rushed home. finish my story book! hahas. so happy. i love the book. MIXED BLESSING. it started out quite bad. but the ending is sweet. =) 2nd book of the month. hahas.
went out for dinner with mum. met my geo teacher and one of my compre cum summary teacher. hahas. dinner was great. i think i ate too much that i feel like vomiting. =x went to check the price of my new phone. trying to see which one to take. 810 or 610.
my stupid guardian angel cannot fly and claims that he can fly. stupid right? =x lucky he don't read my blog. hahas.
sometimes i'm really wondering if you're happy. i'm really wondering
mum is nagging. >< done blogging.
-second chance?-
so hate my life!
♥ the world will turn WILD.
11:07 PM
Friday, August 04, 2006
totally screwed up! AHH!
ok. lessons are extremely boring today. well besides chem. did practical. and learnt about ester. cool, i tell you! the prefume! top note, middle note and base note. i like the prefume that the SP lecturer made. especially the lavander. the middle note was made of lavander. not sure what the base note was. but it really last the entire day. better than the imitation of pleasure. or is it pressure? that perfume brand. =x after chem was e maths. and the rest were boring. didn't have a maths lesson today. he decided to give us a break! YEEPEE! hahas.
had a short break before prelim oral starts. i think i screwed it up. especially the conversation. i used words like "freak out", "damn" and i went totally out of point. yes. i know it's stupid to put love before studies!! the stupid-est think i've ever done!! OMG!! i'm so regretting it now. damn! >< i ended my conversation with "love makes the world go round" and i gave a smile. and she started laughing. -.-" make me look like a total fool. as if i said something wrong. =x i'm starting to wonder what was on my mind then. the passage wasn't that bad. =D
went to help the sec 2s. i think they're really poor things. no senior to help them, left them helpless. so i decided to help. came out with a theme for them. i love the word alot. kaleidoscope. nice? hahas.
went to the library before i head off for tuition. couldn't really concentrate. my mind was switched off and i just feel like sleeping. >< nothing was absorbed today. gotta do self study. shit!
got a super huge blue black. it's like bigger than a 50 cent coin. so awful! and then, the door sort of slam on my finger. and there's internal bleeding. >< pain!! ahhs. oh. i nearly lost my balance on the bus when this ACS guy knocked into me. and he didn't even apologise. HELLO!!! pissed me off. =x
block tests starts next week and i haven't started on a single topic. my gosh! i'm expecting the same outcome as midyear. 5 D7s, 1 B4, and something. and i'm going to get another scolding and of course, the teachers will convince my mum that i'm not doing my best and that i can do better. and of course, i'm not paying attention in class, look distracted, mind is wandering, should discipline me, should not study in groups, talk alot in class and eat in class. always get the same comments. i'm sick of them. really don't see the use of asking my mum to go down. she obviously know what they're going to say. DUH! then she'll start telling me how much i've disappoint her. she'll make me guilty for not studying, she'll ask me what problems i'm facing, and if i have any boy friend and stuff. >< lols.
ok. i'm tired. sick.
happy birthday to you. =)
done blogging.
-love makes the world go round- like real
♥ the world will turn WILD.
11:00 PM
Thursday, August 03, 2006
have a sudden urge to blog while listening to a song. yaps. emo. emo. ><
this month is going to be a tough one. practically something is going to happen everyday. and i figured out that there is no time to lose. indeed, many things are at the back of my head. many things i want to do with many people. and i guess mr gui is right. all this stuff just have to wait.
i've come this far. well, though i didn't go to a really good school, but at least i got into the best class. and i'm not going to let my 10 years of studying go down the drain just like that. i've disappointed my parents way too many times. i've hurt than more than i've hurt anyone else. guess it's time to get things change and to get my engine going.
ok.
the day didn't start off well. had 2 lectures in the morning, even before lessons started. could see how much the teachers had tolerated us. we were almost going to get our third lecture but our form teacher pitied us and told our a maths teacher not to scold us. oh well. not only do the students feel the stress, i guess even teachers do. *shrugs*
i flunk my overall comprehension test by 2 marks. kinda depressing. erms.. but manage to pass my a maths class test. oh well. totally give up on sets. i swear! it's killing me. at least i prefer relative velocity to sets. =x
suddenly feel like cutting my hair again. i wanna have a super short hair cut. like a guy, i hope. =x
almost all my saturdays are book for school!! damn it.time to say good-bye to my sleeping time. AHHH!!! eye bags. pimples. sleepless nights. omg! ><
ok. i'm done here.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sW1WngYuhrk&search=TK%20band => check this out! xl send it to me. i find it really cool. he told me is TK's band. yeah. always trying to catch time, just couldn't. and i miss going VS concert. hope can get to go end year's one. *pray hard*
-has anyone ever cared my existence?
2.5 hours to your birthday. happy birthday in advance!
♥ the world will turn WILD.
9:30 PM
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
haven't been updating my blog regularly. guess it's due to the upcoming block tests and stuff. haven't been studying either. too many things in my mind!! ahh!! ><
monday was fine. played hand ball with the class girls. i was lazy to run. hahas. but anyway, my team didn't win. lols. our el teacher wasn't please with the recent comprehension class test. so. yaps. i failed. =x oh well. i'll try harder the net round. oh! i slept at 8.30 that night. wow! don't envy me. lols
tuesday was boring. dreading to go to school. just have to urge to sleep whole day long. but. just have to go to school right? remember my 6As i promised? crap. i think it's hard to achieve them, at the rate i'm going. =x flunk my SS test. all thanks to the wrong factors!
today? P.E wasn't that bad either. hope mae is fine. i can't stand her! she is so strong! hahas. i remembered crying when i fell down. i cried harder when the blood ooze out! PAIN! but there she was, so strong and still laughing. she rocks! hahas. couldn't stand A maths. sets is just driving me nuts! wrote a chinese compo on graduation and my 4 years in sec 4. i have to say i'll miss this part of my life. although quite a number of unhappy stuff, but i'll still love it. i was laughing at my senior for being silly to miss MJR when she left. and i guess, i'm the one who is being silly. i'll miss MJR, friends, teachers, juniors, choir, school books! the only thing i won't miss is the toilets!! EEW! oh well. time flies fast. really.. >< went home with yl today. kinda got followed by a mad guy. his stare was creepy, i tell you. it just sends shivers down your spine. it makes you wanna run away. but, ya, you can't. so both of us walked further away. he kinda followed too. but stop when we board the train. *phew* CREEPY!
96 days to Os. and i'm still slacking. block tests starts next week, and i'm still slacking. and i got the cravings for chocolates and i wanna go shopping!! i'm broke, sad to say.
4th, my prelim Oral and 11th, my actual oral. wish me luck! >< the only way to narrow my chances of failing my entire O level! seriously. i'm wondering how stress the teachers would be if they're already having a hard time with the sec 4s. and we don't speak as bad english as the sec 3s do. with their "euu", "ish", "lurve" or worse! "lurbe" OMG!! ok. i'm guilty of this too. for a period of time. but right now, i realise the importance of good english! TOTALLY! and, yeah, my future depends alot on this freaking language! ok. i've crap enough.
done blogging.
-i love my life-
♥ the world will turn WILD.
9:56 PM
