Friday, April 28, 2006
life seems weird now.. hmms.. many things had changed.. and i hope they changed for a good reason.. i really wished so..
suddenly, my interest in physics is back! lols.. i'm happy that i've finally pass my physcis.. hahas.. electricity just rocks! hahas.. V=RI!! hahas.. anyway.. i'm not sure which sub to aim for.. in fact, i feel like dropping to combine science.. pure science is just too tough for me to cope.. sigh..
didn't get to see jie that day.. she went back to school, but it was the last day of choir.. and the sec 4s were dismissed at about 3+.. so i went home.. sigh.. didn't get to see her!!!! SAD!!! hope i can see her soon.. JIE I MISS YOU!!
hmms.. got to know this guy.. coz he wanted to know me.. he met me, but i have never seen him.. weird.. lols.. juniors, aiyos.. so kpo.. lols..
exams are here.. what am i doing? still slacking.. i think i will do worse for mid year than common test!! the word "stress" is currently unavailable in my dictionary.. wonder why.. i want stress! stress make me work harder.. lols..
I WANT ROCK CANDIES!! ARGH!! hahas.. kor buying rock candy for me from australia! hahas.. just love him~! woots! I love rock candies!! hahas..
haven't seen you for a long time.. i miss you.. i want those days back! i want you back.. but will you ever know what i am thinking? i guess not.. you didn't even say much that night.. in fact, nothing.. hmms
♥ the world will turn WILD.
6:21 PM
Sunday, April 16, 2006
he is a gift from heaven
lols.. was really into a reading mood yesterday.. so i went to the library after doing my homework.. lols.. borrowed a book from danielle steel.. heard that she is a good author.. well.. i manage to break my record.. lols.. i finished the book within an hour or so.. lols.. cool? hahas..
the book kinda touch my heart.. why can't people just accept the fact the girls can do somethings better than guys? lols.. anyway, the book wasn't about this topic.. it is about love, and family.. the main character: johnny and his mum.. =)
hmms.. i stood up all night, thinking of you.. i was wondering if you could remember whatever you said to me.. the memories.. those days.. the fun times we had.. they are all over..
all i wished for....
♥ the world will turn WILD.
1:00 PM
Friday, April 14, 2006
i don't know what i'm feeling.. i'm feeling down.. i really don't know what to say.. and all i wanna say is that i hate being alone..
you make me feel like a fool.. you make me feel as though i'm only a toy to you.. but i have my feelings.. i hate waiting for you, while you treat me like this! i just hate it..
♥ the world will turn WILD.
5:12 AM
Thursday, April 13, 2006
after a long period of practice, it is finally over..
Montage II 2006 is finally over! woots.. that means we've finally stepped down.. lols..
i didn't regret joining choir.. coz it brought fun, laughter and music into my life.. lols.. really.. i really miss those time when we were having intesive training for SYF and for KL competition.. during break time, everyone were lying on the floor and sleep.. lol.. but now, all these have became memories.. and they will only remain in our minds and heart..
hey! it is great to see my sis again! i love her! wOOts~ hahas.. she rocks my life.. she entered my life and taught me many stuff.. lol.. yap.. i saw him.. i waved to him.. but.. i don't know.. it feels weird.. no longer the same.. sigh..
woots! choir rocks~!
she no longer feels his love for her
♥ the world will turn WILD.
6:59 PM
Saturday, April 08, 2006
how long was it since i last update? hmms.. lols.. well, life seems more like a routine now.. wake up, go school, come home, homework, sleep.. what more could there be? ooo.. practices! damn! lols..
life is tough.. yaps.. haven't have the energy to stay up late to complete my work.. no wonder my results have been failing.. lols.. well.. gonna catch up after montage! lols.. 2 weeks till i step down! hahas.. cool!!
hahas. gonna cut my hair again~ wheee!! hahas.. well, that's all.. have fun~!
♥ the world will turn WILD.
6:05 AM
Saturday, April 01, 2006
life is weird these days.. wonder if it is me, or it is meant to be.. *sigh*
recently, the school is organising a comprehension skill course.. and my teacher is to select some students.. it is so obvious that she is bias towards students who are better in english.. like wtf.. >< i know i'm poor in my english.. but what can i do? no matter how hard i try, there is no improvement.. it is not like i'm not frustrated or what.. i am! and i makes me hate myself for doing so badly in english..
today had 2.4km run.. quite alright.. did manage to perserver to the end! i'm proud of it! lols.. erms.. felt like vomitting after that.. but who cares! i'm going out anyway.. lols.. i ask san to come along.. and she was so excited.. lols.. she is cute! lol..
met at 12.30 at aljunied.. stupid qian ying was late! lols.. she came at about 1+.. then we reach orchard and waited for san till like 2.. lols.. then went far east to shop.. then walked all the way to PS for lunch.. that is about 4.. then took mrt to suntec.. lols.. mummy called me.. yap.. she sounded super angry.. it has been a long time since i heard that voice.. after buying san's stuff, i came home..
i saw you.. i did.. and i swear i didn't mean to ignore you.. but why don't you understand what position i am in? it disappoint you when i ignore you.. but it hurts me when you don't understand me and when you choose to ignore all my messages.. i hate that.. you fear rejection, so do i.. but why don't you just understand?
♥ the world will turn WILD.
4:16 AM
