Wednesday, May 31, 2006
i'm looking for a new earring. got sick of my old one. lols..
well, woke up late and was rushing out of house to meet qy. so reahed about 7.13 a.m.. lols. finally it's her turn to wait for me. hahas.. ^^ so we walked really slowly to school.. then reached school slack a little then went for lessons. practically the entire day is all combine lecture.. i can't stand it though. hahas.
hmms.. after school had a maths. many of us were chased out coz of no textbook. lucky i borrowed textbook.. *phew* anyways.. yap.. he pms-ed. can't stand it la. then anyway. i did one question on the textbook. and i did an extra step. then he just pass a comment. then i ask qy why he say me only, when she did the same thing. lols. damn lame. hahas..
while waiting for qy to buy some food, many things were on my mind. then eve ask me why i'm so sad when my birthday is coming. wow. interesting question. i really don't know how to answer her. i gave an excuse though..
went to the dentist. *sigh* then after that, i took a cab home. my heart seems so heavy. as though something is bothering me. but what? don't set me thinking. i hate that.
dylan gave me a testimonial. super advance greeting. lols.. anyway. it is like so long since i last talk to him. hahas. and it is him, who inspire me to join drama club. but somehow, that club just dao lo. sians.. so i join choir. but no regrets! hahas..
birthday is coming soon! omg! hahas. going to turn 16 and i'm still asking jz to get me my stuff toy.. hahas.. one reason is that my poor snowy's head seems as though it is going to fall off anytime. second is that i want a new one! hahas. ^^
pig.. sorry to keep bothering you though. erms. i'm fine.. yaps! happy as can be.. =)
that's all folks``
♥ the world will turn WILD.
4:15 PM
argh! my mum is nagging at me!!! this time, isn't about studies. but is about the way i eat.. ><
haven't been eating regularly these days. really losing my appetite. don't even feel like eating dinner! hahas.. anyway, went to paragon to meet mum and sis for dinner. then order pasta. omg! i ate 3 spoonful, i felt so full. hahas. =x
mum seems worried for me. =( i guess it is seriously due to my horrible mood swing.. she has been asking me what is wrong.. the funniest thing is: is it your bgr problem. lols. i wanted to laugh lo. but can't.. hahas. so i told her why should i have that? hahas. then she said good. hahas. i'm good girl k? unlike PIG! hahas. that naughty boy!
erms.. yaps. so everyone is nagging at me about not eating full enough. erms.. anyway. i'm fine. i'm just not in the mood of eating. so don't nag k? hahas.
earrings! i'm desperate for new earrings!! hahas. i don't care. i'm going to spend and spend and spend on friday! hahas. shall buy for myself. hahas. =) shopping spree!! ^^
that's all!!
♥ the world will turn WILD.
6:20 AM
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
okay. i've been smack many times for saying "sia la".. >< lay puay!!! argh.. lols..
actually, on second thoughts, going back to school during the school holidays isn't a bad thing afterall. =) at least it forces you to study. hahas. better than staying at home, it only makes you wanna slack more. hahas. ^^
it didn't feel like school today. hahas. still, we did slack during lessons and play. hahas. especially during english. hahas. damn funny. =x yan kuang: steaming with rage! lols. funny! hahas..
came home, had tuition. didn't do much for tuition though. hahas. i told her i wasn't in the mood to study. so she just read 3 articles for me. hahas. cool yeah? hahas. after that, i took my bath. was wondering if i should take my afternoon nap or should i just start studying? hahas. i'm really a good girl today. i took out my geo stuff and started doing. then i read my SS. and i completed a chapter each! hahas. woots! i'm amazed.
anyways. half way, i felt hungry. so i went to cheers. then saw little babies playing at the playground. hahas. wanted to join them. but i cant! shit! hahas. i went back up and study. can you believe it?! i'm in a studying mood. hahas. guess what? i cried! argh! hahas. i don't know the reason. suddenly, tears just formed in my eyes. so i gave myself a 5 minutes break.
studying seems to be the only way to make me forget unhappy stuff. but everything seems fine. so what am i unhappy about? hmms. guess deep down, it is still as complicated as before. damned..
school tml! lazy to get up early. i'm dreading for wednesday and thursday. i want my birthday to be here! fast faster fastest! but. nah. guess i'll celebrate my birthday alone this year. =) won't it be fun to be shopping alone? hahas.
i feel loved again.
that's all folks``
♥ the world will turn WILD.
6:22 PM
Monday, May 29, 2006
Os today. nervous? very. lols. first time! hahas. didn't felt like this last year. hahas.. maybe i expected to fail last year. but this year, i step in with full confidence. but. after the paper. i had no choice but to bid good-bye to my dear B3. damn. LAY PUAY! your "sia la" stuck in my brain the entire paper. ><
argh! my hong lao gong went camping!! argh! i miss him.. lols. funny.. he step on my feet! hahas..
took mrt to SP. met ah pig! got chocolates.. ^^ didn't want to take though. but anyway. thanks. =) hahas. then i walked home. sia la. weather so hot! then reached home, never eat lunch. after bath went to bed with empty stomach. lols. it's not good. why? when you get up, you'll start to gobble the food. though i didn't gobble. i just swallow without biting. lols. =P
anyway. time-table. lols. i followed! hahas. only abit slower. hahas. but anyway. i hate time-table. lols. =x
that's all peeps!
♥ the world will turn WILD.
9:58 PM
Sunday, May 28, 2006
wow. chinese Os written papers are tml. wows. hahas.. there is a mixed feeling. i'm feeling nervous and excited. seriously, i don't know what to study for chinese. so i didn't really study. hahas.. just pray i don't get a B4 tml. i don't wanna cry again!!
anyway. went to my niece's 1 months birthday. she's cute. ^^ she looks alert and curious. hahas. anyway. my cousin's friends came too. seriously, i can't stand them. not that i look down on them or what. but the way the dress just.. hmms. their hair practically cover the entire face. anyway, they look more gay than gangster.. hahas.. =x can't stand them! no wonder my cousin is like that. =x
came home and do chinese TYS. hahas. did half way, my studying mood disappear. damned. so i started to slack. hahas. then i walk here and there. eat chocolates!! hahas.. then sit down again. hahas..
went to ECP for dinner. mum bought alot of stuff! hahas. but i ate like only 2 chicken wings and 5 satays. hahas.. yummy!! ^^ then mum pull us to the jetty. on our way, she told me she's going to get me new roller blades for my present! woots. omg! mummy. i love you! hahas.. half way. nature call.. i gave an excuse that i wanna go home to watch tv.. hahas.. so.. yap. we went home. however, they detour to NTUC!! *argh* no choice, i had to "ren".. hais..
so here i am. still can feel my heart pounding so fast.. =x that's all peeps.
♥ the world will turn WILD.
8:46 PM
Saturday, May 27, 2006
well well.. i've planned a time table. after don't know how many donkey years.. lols. should be since primary 4 until now. i didn't have a time table. no wonder i'm not organise. lols. anyway. with or without it, i'm still not organise.. cause i just won't go according to it. hahas..
many cool stuff happened over a night.. hahas.. my primary school friend actually add me! hahas. he sat beside me in P5 & P6. damn funny. so they were talking about "yan". erms. i'm abit innocent at that time. so i was really clueless about that. until i went to sec 1. then my guy friends told me. stupid la! i felt damn stupid.. hahas. anyway. those were history. really hope to be that young little girl again. hahas. so, my classmate add me too. he sits behind me now. hardly talk to me lo. every time talk to him right, he seems so shy. then i also lazy talk to him. hahas. he was my P4 friend! hahas. imagine it.. hahas..
visit friendster. super ex senior add me. hahas. he is one of the first senior that i talked to. saw him early this year during the march holidays. he went army. lols. he had his hair cut super short and i called him monkey! =x he really looked like one. hahs. funny. then another weird guy add me. don't know who is he though. hahas. so i just approve lo. jie gave me a testimonial. she wished me good luck for my chinese Os. hahas. sweet right? hahas. then pig! he ask me visit friendster. yaps..
oh! and this IT teacher, he left school, but he wished me all the best.. hey. i really missed him man. he is a really friendly teacher, super young cool and fun! hahas. anyway. yaps. great to know he is doing fine. =)
mum keep nagging whole day. i'm used to it.
love my friends!
♥ the world will turn WILD.
8:58 PM
Friday, May 26, 2006
"last day" of school.. so fun right? not for me.
went to school this morning.. seriously. wasn't in the mood.. SERIOUS MOOD SWING~!! damn. so i walked into the prefect's room and sat at one corner.. didn't talk much.. just sat there and tried to memorise those phrases for chinese. then friends talked to me. gave really short answers. =x then they left me alone.. until kor came. then i started to cheer up a little..
went to do duty. in the end didn't do. seriously no mood to shout at people. they are just hopeless.. really. guess if they were to think back on the time they've wasted on enjoyment, they would probably regret. sigh.
went to PAC for some talk. really wasn't in the mood to listen. ears-shut off.. i hate to admit the fact that i'm kind of disappointed in my results. i hate to admit not studying hard. i hate reality. it just sucks.
nothing much i wish to elaborate after that. skip to PTI. mum met ms poh. they really had a "great" talk.. let's see. i can see that ms poh is really worried about my results.. =x then mum talked to ms tay. every time they talk, i'll have the urge of crying. they just know me so well.. hmm..
mum had a great talk to me in the taxi, on our way to dinner, and during dinner. i know what is her fears. i know what she is worried about. i guess everyone is worried about the same thing. i guess the only thing to do is the prove everyone that i can do it.. but the next question is, can i? i'm doubting myself.
a long way ahead. a tough route to go.
i really hate to carry on. i feel like just giving up. i wanna it to end! right this moment! right now! i hate myself.
-val.hater-``
♥ the world will turn WILD.
10:30 PM
Thursday, May 25, 2006
>< today having serious mood swing..
today have that fair thingy.. first, i went to the tourism and hospitality talk.. sounds interesting and fun.. the speaker came for TP.. anyway, they have a school in sentosa.. so it is really fun to go sentosa to study, while others had to go to the campus.. =x after that, went to the business talk.. so boring! erms.. the teacher was from NYP.. the other diploma that interest me is the accounting.. sounds great though.. and everyone in that school gets a laptop.. cool..
after that, head back to class for lessons.. but the teacher never come.. so a group of us gather outside and play zhong ji mi ma.. lols.. i tio once! >< had to lie on jordan's lap.. lols.. pity him la.. then more people join.. so the number increase to 200.. lols.. the game gets hornier.. that even 2 guys had to take off their shirts.. lols.. and some girls had to do "seduce" the guys.. lols.. very funny.. so afterall, my dare wasn't that bad..
anyways.. lessons begin at 12.05.. damn.. mood swings starts.. sigh.. had a period of a maths.. then 2 free periods.. i sat alone at the table and read my book.. couldn't wait for lessons to be over.. ><
when the bell rang. first time! i was the first to leave class.. wows.. really.. anyways.. many things were going on in my mind.. hmms.. then there is this lower sec guy.. he sort of shout at me.. then i was super pissed off.. wanted to told him to like get lost.. but suan le.. wasn't in the mood to create trouble or even talk.. so i walked to the mrt station.. saw doggie.. he kept asking what is wrong.. i just shook my head.. then went home lo.. talked to pig on the phone.. went home drenched..
came online.. mum told me humanities hod gonne meet her tml.. yes i know. and she told me that they're telling her that as the best class, i should not get such results.. yes i know. and that i should work harder.. yes i know. worse.. she begged me! sigh.. suddenly, i felt as thpugh my heart has been pierce by a knife.. and that it was bleeding profusely.. yaps.. i know.. i'm naughty.. but i can't help it.. just not cut out to be a smartass..
sigh.. this is it.. i'm doomed..
laughter and fun just don't last long..
♥ the world will turn WILD.
5:13 PM
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
okay.. i seriously think i'm crazy these days.. lols.. someone, please! anyone, just call the IMH for me.. lols.. joking.. >< hahas..
never laugh like mad before.. seriously.. hahas.. but.. never pay attention in class.. =X lessons are so boring can! then i keep talking during lessons.. either talking or sleeping.. hahas.. i hate going through papers.. i'll simply shut my eyes and enter lala land.. hahas.. lucky there were breaks in between lessons.. hahas..
have been passing my mock tests! hahas.. so happy.. hahas.. never pass my paper 2 before.. hahas.. finally! hahas.. hope my Os can do as well as this.. get at least B3, i'll be happy.. hahas.. ^^
okays.. today there is a horny question in class.. hahas.. shouldn't really say on my blog.. lols.. later people say i'm such a naughty girl.. hahas.. but, really.. hahas.. guys at my age really know alot of things about their own.. hahas.. esp yk.. ask him 2 lines, he practically say the entire 35 minutes lo.. hahas.. then i keep laughing.. and he speak so loud that my teacher stare at him.. hahas.. can't help laughing!!
tml got a poly course fair.. lols.. so not really having lessons tml.. ^^ great~ finally have a free day.. but friday, everyone will be enjoying.. and poor us, sec 4s, have to study.. no games!! sad!!
that's all folks``
pig:had fun talking ma? everyone stare at me again lo.. >< make me so paiseh.. =X
♥ the world will turn WILD.
6:58 PM
Monday, May 22, 2006
today, my wiring have abit of problem.. lols.. kept laughing from the beginning of the day till the end of the day.. lols.. yap.. and i think because of this, i pissed my a maths teacher off.. lols.. fine.. he pms-ed.. lols..
talked to ms tay awhile.. about the pure or combined.. she kinda convinced me to drop to combine.. but then.. san kinda convince me not to drop.. maybe i shouldn't drop and maybe i should just carry on and strive for better results.. =) right? guess someone has encouraged me to do so.. lols.. he jolly well give me my free lunch.. lols..
here i am.. finished my book.. lols.. sweet.. love is just blind.. even people of different status are willing to give up what they have to just be together.. and really. this book has shown it all.. ^^
well.. got an e-mail.. really long e-mail.. don't know how long since i last read an e-mail.. hahas.. the content is really nice.. yap.. lols.. from a pig! lols.. yeah.. erms.. really sweet of him though.. =) thanks man!
There's a love that only you can give, a smile that only your lips can show, a twinkle that can only be seen in your eyes, and a life of mine that you alone can complete.
♥ the world will turn WILD.
9:36 PM
Sunday, May 21, 2006
it's raining.. =) yap.. i love raining days..
mum haven't gotten over the MYE thingy.. she's still nagging at me about it.. worse.. she is nagging at me about the food i eat.. >< gotta restrict eating candies and chocolate, no sweet stuff and stuff lidat.. man~ how can i survive?
jie didn't came home yesterday.. she went bbq and stayed over.. gee.. a day without her is really boring.. some times i really don't like her to be at home.. reason is because she shout and scream as though everybody owe her something.. but some times, i just want her at home.. at least, i feel her love for me.. =) but.. yap.. in few months time, she won't be home for 6 days a week.. she's staying in a hostel.. yaps..
watch da vinci code with my mum, maid and sis that day.. didn't really understand what is going on.. some parts are just gross.. yucks! can't stand it.. >< couldn't sleep at night.. =X
life is never smooth.. indeed, there are times when we just have to learn how to get up after a fall.. i guess, this is it.. i'm learning how to stand tall..
♥ the world will turn WILD.
11:57 AM
Friday, May 19, 2006
if you had know the outcome, would you still carry out? i guess, i ignore the model answer..
i can't act as though i am happy! i can't do it.. i feel like screaming, shouting and cutting myself.. i'm a naughty girl.. i disappoint mummy.. again.. so much for promising her to work hard.. i know.. i hate liars.. and yet, i'm one.. worse still, i lied about working hard.. worst, i lied to my mummy.. i'm sorry.. but it is of no use, results says it all..
1-B4. 2-C5. 5-D7 who else can score this bad? me.. the "champion" did that.. or probably, the sucker did it.. yes, me. i did it.. damn.. i admitted, i expected this much.. but i don't mind flunking at E8 or F9.. but i'm failing at 46, 48, 49!!! one mark, damn.
demoralising to see all the "lucky" 7s so early in the morning.. and it aches so much to see my english failing by 1 mark! just one mark! freaking.. and chem? from an A, to a B, miss a C and drop to D.. what the shit! geo, pull my humanities down.. but finally!! i pass SS.. gotta thank qy for talking to be for 40 minutes.. ^^ i'm proud of that.. A maths, suan le.. meant to fail.. bio, didn't study..
now, the question: combine or pure?
it is silly to try so hard and make it to triple science when i'm not aiming for a science coures.. combine or pure? pure or combine? *argh*
-so much for fun time.. fun time just don't last long-
sorry mummy
♥ the world will turn WILD.
5:30 PM
Thursday, May 18, 2006
lols.. sh told me yesterday, she felt single.. i told her if you're single, i'm unwanted
hey.. and indeed.. i guess i'm unwanted..
quarrelled with boi this morning.. hey.. i admit, it is my fault for keep postponing the outing.. but it is not under my control.. i'm not someone who has the freedom to go out anytime i want.. i still have to report to my parents who i am going out with and to where.. despite knowing the fact that i mixed alot with guys, i'm always not allowed to go out with guys.. so, say for all i care.. i've got nothing to say.. since, they don't understand the situation, that don't go.. simple.. not like i'm the only one they can ask.. they've got their juniors.. ask them then..
i went out with potato today.. i'm broke for the rest of the month.. i bought 2 wallets, 1 bear and shared a necklace and ear-ring price with potato.. lols.. then took neoprint with her.. lols.. spent quite alot.. hahas.. anyways.. potato took a photo of the dessert i wasted.. hahas.. fine.. i'm a naughty girl.. hahas.. my enen is calling me hong tai tai.. erms.. sounds weird.. hahas.. but i know it isn't for real.. hahas.. you know why? coz his heart belongs to someone else.. duh.. hahas.. potato~~ i love you~! woots.. we aren't cheated!! hahas.. ^^
i'm going out with sis tml.. free movie, just have to go.. free stuff, why don't go? hahas.. but she is going with her friends, and i'm just tagging along.. guess i'll be quite extra tml.. ='(
results!! i'm getting back results tml! not excited.. i'm expecting to fail all.. but i promise mummy i'll work hard after MYE.. a promise, is a promise.. i swear.. i'll make her proud and prove to those who look down on me, that i can do it.. yaps.. hate people who look down on me! -sigh-
that is all.. i've said what i have too.. =)
pig:i believe they love you.. and you should know it.. =) don't hurt yourself anymore.. please.. hahas.. oh ya! i'm trying hard to type this entry in proper english.. hahas.. =P take care..
take care peeps
♥ the world will turn WILD.
6:56 PM
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
lols.. i'm home.. yap.. tired.. legs pain..
talk about tueday's night.. hmms.. went to eat marche.. and i ate only mash potato and potato wedges.. and i'm full.. hahas.. then drank 3 bottles of drink.. lols.. then spend 3 hours talking.. i think the manager can't wait for us to leave.. lols.. coz there were 14 of us.. lols.. after the meal, went suntec to walk.. went into many shops.. the clothes are nice.. but.. the prices are "nice" too.. >< after that, went esplanade with qy and mao.. lols.. funny.. my legs damn pain!!! hahas.. kk.. but there is this guy with super deep voice!! and he sang the "bridge over the trouble water".. lols.. damn nice! after the entire song, my eyes were filled with tears! lols. sweet.. then wanted to take cab home! stupid taxis! nv stop for me.. ass! argh~ then i took mrt home.. feeling hungry, tired, and aching.. lols.. i was walking and sleeping.. and my legs were aching.. then i nearly faint la.. stupid hunger! >< went to bed with empty stomach.. lols.. oh.. i saw xiu min.. =) miss her.. =)
today.. woke up 4+.. with the song in my mind.. omg! i just love his voice!!! lols.. anyway, went orchard.. met sh at about 10.30.. then we were talking so loudly in the train.. lols.. anyway.. we were talking about p1.. why teachers ask us to hold our partner's hand.. lols.. i rmb my partner was so shy, that i have to take the initiative to hold his hand.. stupid! keep laughing when i think back.. lols.. anyway, he is in CCHMS now.. think he don't remember me.. lols..
we alighted at orchard coz we missed our stop.. then we walked to heeren.. lols.. wanted to buy a wallet.. but suan le.. tml then buy.. then went to take neoprint with her.. lols.. so funny.. we were like monkey.. hahas.. then after that wanna walk down to orchard slowly.. but!!! saw my juniors.. sians.. then i have to hold sh and walk super fast lo.. lols.. then they keep chasing until they give up.. and finally, i can walk slowly.. lols.. ^^ then went to meet qy.. lols.. then we watch break dance.. the guys are so damn cool can? lols.. anyways.. i stood there waiting for them for like so long.. until after the entire thing, i was hoping i can eat.. but!!! they pulled me around to look for pig! stupid.. from orchard to heeren, from heeren back to orchard.. from basement to level one.. back to basement.. finally.. i get to sit down to eat lunch.. =X then i can't even eat properly.. ='( *sniff sniff*
anyway, we walked to cine to watch poseidon.. lols.. a sadis show.. lols.. looks like final destination can? i thought i went to the wrong theater.. hahas.. damn funny.. i keep talking, that i think qy is irritated.. lols.. anyway.. the ending was funny.. lols.. yaps.. then we left cine, and walked to heeren to take neoprint.. we were like running everywhere.. lols.. but the pictures are nice.. lols.. then we sit outside paragon.. wait for puay and fish they all.. lols. we help puay put make up.. post her pics next time.. lols.. =P then we walked down to far east.. lols.. about 8+, went to pacific plaza to eat dinner.. lols.. i shared dinner with crystal.. lols.. about 9+ then reached home.. lols..
tml, going to tm.. buy enen's present.. sigh.. dunno what to buy!!! >< haiyos..
that's all folks``
♥ the world will turn WILD.
10:50 PM
Monday, May 15, 2006
lols.. i guess all my classmates think i'm crazy.. hahas.. yap.. immediately after the paper ends, i shouted in the hall "EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!!!" hahas.. they stared at me.. =X
here i am.. finally able to relax properly! hahas.. whee! finally no need to sit in front on the computer with the pile of notes on my lap.. hahas.. coz i'm free!! hahas..
going out at 2.. hahas.. meeting friends and teacher for lunch.. =) free lunch, who don't wanna go? hahas.. =P from there, i'm going to esplanade.. hehes.. =) VJC concert.. omg! the well-known choir! lol..
well well.. my phone is going to flood! hahas.. mins asking me to go sentosa.. but my classmates asking me to go beach.. erms.. then tml night they ask me go night safari! i was like "HUH?".. i mean, so late, nothing to see.. hahas.. the last time i went was when i was 5.. hehes.. the tiny little me, asking my daddy to carry me.. hehes.. i was afraid.. yeah.. afraid that the animals might eat me.. hahas.. but all i could remember was seeing an ant-eater.. hahas.. and it was pitch dark! so i'm wondering if i am to go tml, what will i see? and who is gonna carry me? hahas..
and the stupid beach plan.. hahas.. xl ask me go, so he can tease me.. yeah man! i admit i don't know how to ride a bike!! >< hahas.. fine la.. hahas.. at most go there skate lo.. hahas.. although i'm not someone who can skate so fast.. hahas.. who cares! just don't fall!! i hate scars! hahas..
erms.. yap.. i'm loving and falling deeply in love with my beloved 4E'06.. hahas.. i really wished that i'm not forced to change class coz i did badly for mid years.. coz i will really missed 4E.. i love them! hahas.. hey man.. what will life be without you guys? hahas.. all the fun we had.. after we are starting to be bonded together.. hahas..
free~!! i'm free!! wanna ask me out, just msg me k? hahas.. i'm free!! hahas.. =P
♥ the world will turn WILD.
9:46 PM
Sunday, May 14, 2006
wows.. had this blog for about going to 2 years le.. lols.. many happy and sad stuff are all in here.. guess i update most of these entries with tears ba.. hahas..
things seems great on the outside.. but no one knows how i'm feeling on the inside.. guess no one will ever understand, coz deep down, it's another complicating world.. =)
-hey. i'm not strong. and all i ask for was just your love. but it seems as though it is impossible.-
hey, those cowards out there! stop being childish and be proud of your damn name! you think it is fun to play guessing game? i think it is more fun to play who-is-the-coward game.. get a life.. you can't survive in this complicated world if you're childish!
♥ the world will turn WILD.
12:34 AM
Friday, May 12, 2006
promises? are they meant to be broken or promised? hmm..
just shouted at mum just now.. i know it isn't right.. and i know that mum's day is coming, and that we should be good to them.. but i just can't help it! she threw my necklace away.. the one that i wore it on my cousin's wedding! the very special necklace that someone gave me.. i treasure it.. no matter whatever happen.. *sigh* i'm glad i manage to find it back..
didn't study today.. wasn't in the mood.. especially after yesterday's "shopping".. lols.. then came home, slack like crazy.. lols.. mum pulled me to pray.. just don't like going to that crowded place.. damn those aunties who step on my legs and those people you squash me like mad! stupid.. just hate those places can? *argh* stupid aunties..
hmms.. watch tv from 2+ to 6.. lols.. then went ECP for dinner.. hehes.. went there again! hahas.. =P then walk and walk and walk.. hahas.. suddenly got the urge to go fishing! such relaxing stuff.. hahas.. train your patience! hahas.. saw many people pitching their tents.. hahas.. i want those carefree life! hehes.. ohoh.. saw many couples.. hehes.. sweet to sit by the beach, especially at night.. hahas.. that time, i was at the beach at night.. hahas.. being alone there also not bad.. hehes.. coz you get to sort out your thoughts.. hahas.. =P
came home.. and here i am.. online.. hahas.. talked to yan kuang.. man.. hardly talk to him in class and now, he is talking to me online! hahas.. miracle! hahas.. and the file that he sends, kinda make my comp lag alot.. hahas.. suan le..
-broken.heart-
♥ the world will turn WILD.
6:49 AM
Sunday, May 07, 2006
bored! i'm bored! =X
just went to dumpei's blog.. hey man! they BLAH fellow sucks.. his english is so.. omg! lols.. fine.. i know my english isn't that fantastic either.. that is why i told him to brush up on his english.. so he didn't need to worry about his english paper.. hahas. aren't i good? and he isn't proud of his name! that is the stupid thing! hahas.. i'm proud of my name, my nick and whatever. please, be proud of your name, your identity.. hahas.. just imagine someone shouting: NAMELESS CREATURE! hahas.. funny.. =X
i'm like only at the beginning of my revision.. >< hahas.. guess after midyear, i must buck up.. or else i'll be at the back? hahas.. man.. it is so scary to see everyone studying and you just don't know where to start.. scary? hahas.. i've slacken alot this year.. last year, i was the first to begin my revision.. and now, i'm the last! even the NCC cadets are all revising! MY GOD!
slack, slacks, slacked, slacker, slacking.. what else? sigh..
Daddy, i love You. =] what other better things could happen on me when You're here?
♥ the world will turn WILD.
3:49 AM
Saturday, May 06, 2006
lols.. i'm in a shopping mood! hahas.. dreamt that i went shopping.. hahas.. then eat alot also.. hahas.. that is why, when i woke up, i'm like so hungry.. =P
shall try to update with proper english, before someone start nagging at me! and you know i hate that! =S
woke up at about 9+.. sit on my bed and day dream.. suddenly, the SS info came into mind.. hahas.. quickly took a pen and started scribbling.. hahas.. =) just admit it, i'm a good girl.. hahas.. i'm an angel! hahas..
after breakfast, did an e maths paper 1.. lols.. hope mid year can score as well as i did for revision.. hahas.. had lunch about 12+.. guess what, i slept from 2+ to 5+~! hahas.. didn't do any other revision after that.. hahas..
went ECP.. hahas.. had dinner there.. then went NTUC.. hahas.. shop shop.. hehes.. bought alot of coffee!! hahas.. just nice to last me till exams are over.. hahas..
here i am now.. hahas.. chatting with friends.. don't know what to give yao.. hahas.. hope can find him something.. pobably a wallet.. hahas.. =)
i've found a new life. a life where it is all about fun, peace and love.. hahas.. what more can i ask for? someone who is willing to be there for me all the time.. hahas.. you? will you? probably not.. =)
♥ the world will turn WILD.
11:26 PM
Friday, May 05, 2006
slacking~ hahas.. the feeling of slacking is so good.. hahas.. but when there is pressure, you just don't know where to start your work from.. yap yap..
have been failing my class tests for a maths.. really don't know what is wrong with integration and kinetics.. hahas.. probably my method of study for those topics is wrong.. hahas.. must chiong ar~!! hahas..
yesterday was vesak day celebration.. hahas. and i volunteered to be down for duty.. hahas.. i help to usher the guests.. hahas.. took a photo with mdm heng! hahas.. my former principal.. then after that, i saw dumpei.. hahas.. took his breakfast..lols.. then i put at the bench.. hahas.. wanted to return him.. but he don't want.. hahas.. so i brought back to class and share with my classmates lo
hahas.. they eat until so shuang.. hahas..
then lessons as normal.. hahas.. after lessons, we stayed back for chem.. hahas.. while waiting, we were playing zhong ji mi ma.. hahas.. i guess the number 2 times correctly lo.. shit! hahas.. one dare was to kiss a girl.. hahas.. then another dare was to do the shy thingy..then she came at about 4+, lessons end at 5.. hahas.. then on the way out, saw yu jie, rex and jared chong.. stupid.. one tap my shoulder, the other pat my head, the last one mess my hair.. then all started laughing.. >< hahas.. who ask all of them to know me? *sigh* tou fa luan le.. ><
today.. went to school lo.. hahas.. had papers till like 1+.. hahas.. then pull sze hui and qian ying to lunch with me.. haha.. met dumpei and ja lat.. stupid leh.. both of them.. hahas.. sh and qy went kfc.. then i went to look for both the guys.. hahas.. then ja lat saw his "mummy".. hahas.. then faster run lo.. hahas.. everytime also lidat.. haha.. with both of them, sure got running scene.. then in the end, sure ps me.. stupid! hahas.. then i run away, i went kfc.. hahas.. then ms tay came..hahas.. after lunch, went to look for her for answer sheet.. hahas.. then photocopy.. hahas..
went home, saw mummy.. hahs.. half day again.. hahas.. she's not feeling well ma.. hahas.. still do house work.. hahas.. =X then i sat there study lo.. hahas.. stupid.. spent entire day memorising 2 sub-topics of the first chapt.. hahas..
left home at 7.16.. then took taxi for house lobby all the way to PP.. hahas.. stupid pig call me.. haha.. sounds exactly like jalat! hahas.. then i keep laughing at him and suaning him.. muahaha.. feel so bad.. hahas.. but nvm.. ought to bully de.. hahas..
tuition time, the VS guys damn noisy la.. then suddenly got headache, feel like vomiting.. hahas.. jalat msg me.. telling me that he lost his bag.. lols.. i don't know whether to laugh or to be shocked.. hahas.. his bag is like so HUGE! still can lost.. hahas.. then ask me pei him buy new bag, and go study.. hahas.. told him not free.. june must jio him out ler.. or else he sure say me.. hahas..=P
suddenly, miss jie alot.. that day she came back.. didn't get to see her! *ARGH* miss bombba and jie.. lols.. =P
i cherished every single moment of my life.
♥ the world will turn WILD.
11:50 PM
