Friday, April 29, 2005
just took 1 and half subject for mid year ler.. don't think will do well for english bahx.. i sux at it.. eeewx.. don't understand why do we have to take english and chinese? *argh*
today POP? both my lao gong going to take their post worx.. jocey and sze hui.. wootx.. they rox manx.. unlike me, i know.. i hate having the responsiblities to do all the job.. sometimes i think i'm just to bossy.. well.. i should jux have that heck care attitude and jux focus on my studies right? but i just can't lo.. i don't know why.. hmmx.. gotta give myself some time to change my character.. i must~!
after today's A maths test, i've decided to work extra hard.. maybe tomorrow go back and ask Mr M to teach me.. kor going back for campfire meeting.. ask him let me go campfire.. he say he will let me go as VIP.. woots.. so long never go.. don't know if can trust him nots.. see him stress until lidat.. got stead and no stead also no difference.. still so stress up.. aiyo..
tomorrow got check up.. must go see if got tumour not.. hahax.. if have, i really don't know what to go worx.. but life is about living and dying.. guess i shouldn't be afraid bahx.. afterall, i live to the fullest each day.. nothing to be afraid of.. ^^
got stiff neck worx~!! sitting right in front and all the teachers are like super tall! i need to look up until neck pain.. *sianx* cannot eat sweet ler.. >.< must get serius with my work now.. nothing should be in my mind exept working hard.. shall cast everything aside for the time being.. hehex.. and chiong all my homework..
heblyn: ger ar.. don't know if you'll read my blog.. but do stay happy worx.. God will always be there.. don't do silly stuff hor.. cheer up k? i'm always here..
hmm.. wonder how much pain love does to us.. i really don't care anymore.. guess we should just heed our teachers advice.. we are just to young for love.. too tough for us to handle our emotions.. well.. what can i say? hmm..
♥ the world will turn WILD.
4:28 PM
Saturday, April 23, 2005
wootx.. finally sick.. lolx.. waiting for this moment to stay at home and rest.. well, althought it is a weekend, but never mind.. suppose to go out today.. but then my nose make me super sick and run slight fever, mum kept me at home.. lol..
[19o4]
today got wushu competition.. hmmx.. went to watch abit.. saw this super cute CCHMS student.. coz he was wearing the P.E shirt mahx.. find him very familiar.. don't know where did i meet him before.. stay back awhile.. stay back to study? and wait for him? hmmx.. send nana home first, then went back to school.. he become tuitor worx.. clever people are lidat.. haiyox.. lolx.. never mind.. then went to classroom to pei korx.. hmm.. don't know how to cheer him up bahx.. first time see him so sad.. =(
[2oo4]
today sports day.. no mood to study sia.. Mr J know us well, so he just make lessons short and sweet.. hehex.. Mr M, gave us a test before we are dismissed lo.. then later went for prefect meeting.. then brought Valerie goh to my house awhile then we head for the sports complex.. hmmx.. not bad lahx.. we are one of the first to reach there.. then had lunch there lo.. bought nana lunch, coz she scare she will be late.. lolx.. not bad lahx, our duty kinda sux lo.. =X coz we didn't know wad we actually are suppose to do.. kher ming super funny lo.. he keep asking them to cheer, then he give up.. coz they super not sporty.. yellow house this year lose lo.. expected!!! *argh* never mind..
[21o4]
after lessons immediately went home.. don't see any reasons for me to stay back.. school life sux~!!!
[22o4]
went to support wushu.. manx.. remember that CCHMS guy i have been seeing.. he is from TPJC, ex CCHMS.. how i know? mua sistah's friend.. super pro in wushu one lo.. hehex.. he is my sistah's god-brother.. he looks like my cousin, that is how i remember him when i was in P6.. lolx.. didn't expect to see him actually.. =P went home 7.10.. super tired..
[23o4]
woke up 7.49 for tuition.. my cousin came to teach me mahx.. she waiting for school to reopen.. hmm.. she gonna take scholarship worx.. she so clever~!!! my god~! hmm... well.. aren't i lucky to have such a tuitor? lolx.. ^^ she likes lit.. so she is the one who always encouraging me to read books.. i'm reading~!!! ^^
[u]:
hmmx.. see you sick, abit heart ache bahx.. always want to tell you to take care.. but you seems to keep focusing on your studies more.. hmm.. i don't know..
♥ the world will turn WILD.
8:10 PM
Sunday, April 17, 2005
hmmx.. tml school reopen again.. aiyox.. got bad headache.. all my work untouch.. why? don't even understand.. guess i need to go for consultation.. >< hate to do that.. *sigh*
[16o4]
went TM today.. coz yunx couldn't make it, and my mum wanted to go cut her hair.. so pei her lo.. then jie brought us to breeks to have lunch.. ermx.. their pasta is.. woo lala.. lolx.. it is nice k? better than pastamania.. =P hehex.. then later, mum told me to go cut my hair in june.. then fine lo.. went to buy the hair straightener.. coz i don't wanna have bad hair day.. well.. can use on monday... ^^ went to popular with sistah, while mum and maid went to NTUC.. then jie bought her stationaries.. i was looking at the cross-stitch book.. wanted to sew him a bookmark.. but.. hmm.. never mind.. went to pay our stuff.. then say 2 of his friends.. then one of them recognise me sia.. >< hmmx.. after that, went to buy mummy's day prezzie.. make a cup for her, with our entire family picture on it.. hehex.. very nice worx.. hehex.. then reach home..
[17o4]
had a weird dream.. wadever lahx.. don't wanna think about it!!! >< hmm.. did my homework the entire day.. i'm a good gurl k.. tried to to E maths and physics, but it is so!!!! *argh* haix.. never mind.. went to do facial.. ^^ then had my bath.. jie came back with the cup and we gave it to mum lo.. advance lahx.. hehex.. she very touched and nearly burst out into tears.. sweet hor.. we are good daughters.. ^^ hehex.. hmm.. TW kor kor very sweet worx.. read his blog.. and he and HW super sweet.. no matter how cold she treat him.. he is still there for her.. sweet sia.. hmm.. wish that both of them will overcome all the obstacles.. well, really understand what it is the meaning of real love bahx.. it is all about understanding, sacrifice and being there for the other party through the bad part of his/her life.. well.. but somehow, we are too young for all these? i don't know.. love is complicated too.. =)
♥ the world will turn WILD.
9:15 PM
Friday, April 15, 2005
i'm longing for the freedom i once had.. i'm longing for the fun i once enjoyed.. i'm longing to get out the damn 4 walls! sickening.. i jux cannot study.. my mind isn't focusing.. it is always dreaming about going out.. going out.. and going out.. *Argh*
[14o4]
hmmx.. morning sianx sianx lo.. nothing much actually.. talk about after 2.25.. hmmx.. MR G got meeting again lo.. then my entire class like the animal in the zoo lidat, got kept in the library.. then we talk to Mr J, he sounded quite unhappy lo.. probably becoz of wadever thingy happen before 2.25.. hmmx.. then after that, Mr G came to "redeem" us lo.. >< didn't bring my physics notes home.. haix.. after lessons went home.. went home with him.. hmmx.. dunno lahx.. jux feel something isn't right.. i feel that there is a gap in between.. a "wall" maybe? hmmx.. i don't know.. hmmx..
physics homework, don't know how to do.. A maths homework, stuck.. E maths homework, don't know how to do.. *argh* how do i expect to pass my mid year?!?! sux lahx.. i hate my life!!!
[15o5]
today muscles pain.. don't know what happen lehx.. hmm.. feel super tired.. *yawn* didn't pay attention during E maths lesson.. i want MRS LIM!!!! she rocks lo.. she is the cutest teacher i ever seen.. ^^ hehex.. today after school got farewell party for the sec 4s.. gonna miss cai cai.. wahx.. sec 2 until now, she is my senior lo.. a senior that is patient, always cheering me up and a senior who taught me many stuff.. aren't i the luckiest junior.. guess i have to follow her bahx.. hmmx.. i'm still regretting.. i accept it?!! *argh* i cannot imagine my life after it really happen.. i'll be in deep trouble? haix.. wadever.. i'll end my life if any thing go wrong lo.. i'm so sure.. haix.. haix...
band got silver worx.. congrats! Jocey rox.. hehex.. Christine too.. ^^ hehex.. both cheerful people.. =P hmmx..
[u]: i don't know how to talk to you.. i don't know how to look into your eyes.. as long as you are there, i'm not myself and i don't know how to be myself.. hmmx.. i don't know.. i'm sorry for being such a burden to you..
well.. that is all about in my life.. a life that i'm wishing it would faster be over..
♥ the world will turn WILD.
9:10 PM
Sunday, April 10, 2005
hmmx.. i got craving for white chocolate.. *argh* i dunno why.. i want to eat WHITE CHOCOLATE!!! aiyoyo.. die lahx.. i want to eat white chocolate.. stupid lex.. don't let me buy.. hmpt!!!! shall eat ice cream..
♥ the world will turn WILD.
10:24 AM
Saturday, April 09, 2005
hmm.. i don't know.. i'm so lazy typing my life here.. =S hmm..
yesterday no choir lo.. but i stayed back for physics test and interview.. i passed my physics test, and the interview sux.. hmmx.. Ms T keep saying so many stuff.. aiya.. since the last interview, she said the same thing.. but never mind lahx.. i'm used to it ler.. hmmx..
today got 2.4 duty.. woke up 6.20 lo.. then met them at 7.. hmmx.. reach there late sia.. hmmx.. alot of people worx.. hmmx.. alot of people keep taking water.. and without finishing, they throw away sia.. so irritated.. the school ought to give more CV lessons to our students.. keep littering the place and wasting precious resources.. *argh* irritated! hmmx.. after that, pei nana go return books, then i went to TM shop shop with lionel, jocey lao po, and nana.. then wanted to eat long john de, but lionel want to eat pastamania, so pei him lo.. then we took out order, saw ZW.. hmmx.. then he keep pointing down.. dunno for wad.. *scratch head* then later, the whole group of guys come.. =.=" then i talk to christine lo.. christine sistah rox~!!! lolx.. hmm.. after that, we went shop shop.. i hold on to jocey's hand.. she so warm lo.. very good to keep people warm when u're cold.. ^^
after that, we went toys r us.. then play the toys lo.. lolx.. feel so lame.. then went to yamaha.. my god~!!! i'm still eyeing on the guitar.. 100+ bahx.. hmmx.. dunno if should take up or not.. haix.. walk here walk there, we ended up in century.. so we walk from top floor to first floor.. went to buy paparoti.. then went back to TM, go shop shop.. then met lex they all.. after that, went home lo..
[u]:i'm just an ordinary gurl who is wishing upon the stars.. i'm wishing that u're always here for me.. probably u're.. but i don't feel you..
♥ the world will turn WILD.
5:35 PM
Thursday, April 07, 2005
wootx! MJR CHOIR ROX!!! after like how many months of hard work, our efforts are paid off~! choir obtained and maintained its silver~!!! yapx.. we did perform well, and put in all out best to sound what we really should sound.. so, well, all the best to the other cultural group..
trying very hard to cope with my studies, after missing so many lessons yesterday.. hmmx.. i guess i can cope bahx.. =S today woke up 4+ so study SS lo~!!! sianx.. then the test, i write wadever i know.. i'm trying my best.. *pray hard* hope can pass bahx.. =S mr G went for MOE meeting lo.. then we left the class early.. i slack in prefect room, then sat at the car pouch with renx, eve and mae.. then i pull eve pei me go buy ice cream.. hot weather mahx.. =S then i went back to the school.. hmmx.. something happen.. but i think i pulled mr G down the water.. *sigh* it really wasn't his fault.. but we can't blame ourselve either..
which class won't want to go home after such a long day.. which pupils won't want to rush off for their CCAs? hmmx.. i don't know lahx.. jux hope that nothing happen to Mr G.. he rox~! he is one of the only teachers who don't think bad about 3E'o5.. why are the teachers always comparing us? why must they always think of us as arrogant people? we are normal people with feelings.. we are normal students who want care and concern from our teachers.. but who can we turn to? NO ONE~! everyone in school see us a students who are arrogant.. haix.. i had it..
omg! next year only one pure science class worx.. so cool lehx!!!! then teachers will stop thinking of them as arrogant students.. they will not suffer like us.. good life for them.. ^^ hmmx..
I HATE MY LIFE. I LOVE 3E'O5!
♥ the world will turn WILD.
7:00 PM
Sunday, April 03, 2005
wootx.. its been a long time since i last update.. lol.. life now is = to frantic!! lolx.. i don't know.. just think it is like that.. ^^
got back my results last week, looks quite bad.. hmmx.. think mux really work harder ler.. maybe after SYF, when there is a break in between bahx.. hmmx.. mum didn't say anything much, just ask me to work harder.. well.. try lo.. don't know wad to do.. 25 more days to EL paper.. die ler.. >.< don't know if can do well for EL not.. my language sux lo.. next time must speak in science language.. then it would be chimiology.. ^^
[o1o4]
april fool's day.. hehex.. feel so crappy.. >< got choir lo.. break that time, say jared kor kor.. scare me sia!!! didn't expect him to come back.. hehex.. then later got PTI duty.. shitty~! my duty area super boring!!! no one to talk to me.. offer parents drinks, they also don't want.. then felt so rejected lo, so didn't offer anymore.. =X then give out the forms, ask them return to me, they return to the teachers.. =.=" so diaox.. never mind.. haix.. then had KFC for dinner.. i only had a drumstick, then feel so full, so didn't eat anymore.. then ran up.. nearly fall.. *phew* went back to do duty, lesser parents, so i slack with eugene and ted.. then i played with wee kiat's walkie-talkie.. hehex.. so funny.. =P hmmx.. then after that, let off ler.. i go down to help out.. then lex ask me go with him to the soccer field.. diaox.. so dark dark wors.. i scare scare.. so i jux stood outside the scouts' and nccs' room and wait for him lo.. he walk round the entire track as a dare lo.. lolx.. then i went to help eve to count the survey.. in the end, wee kiat ask me to go up.. fine lo.. i ran up, this time really fall down!! pain sia.. hmmx.. but never mind lahx.. i went to patrol, with SY.. he so sweet lo.. hmmx.. not to me, duh.. to his stead.. then talk on the phone until super sweet!!! eekx!! lolx.. went home, super tired.. after bath, watch tv and went to bed..=P
[o2o4]
woke up 7.15.. then raining lo.. so nice weather so sleep, but must go for 2.4.. this is the day that i'm afraid each year.. cos i never do well, always 1 mark, 2 mark.. sianx.. then met the rest at 8.15 to go pasir ris.. reach there that time, raining heavily.. so call Mr O to ask him if must still run.. in the end, must wait for the rain to stop.. stop ler, then we go run lo.. =S ran with mua jocey lao po.. she super cool.. keep encouraging me to run.. =X then towards the end, i ask her to go first.. she came in 35, i came in 37.. after that, i rush home, took my bath and went for choir.. choir today so hmm.. don't know.. just that, very weird bahx.. most of them face black black.. wonder why.. then after choir rush to forum.. super late for it lo.. half way, many people left.. then i met thiong han.. he got stead lehx!!! omg.. fine lo.. lolx.. feel so mean.. i hit him in front of his stead.. lolx.. then i went to mummum.. nice food worx.. hmmx.. after that the forum, went junction 8 to have dinner lo.. then pass by the shop, the white chocolate looks so nice.. 3 bucks/1oog.. hmmx..then felt like buying, but i don't like almond.. hmm.. then i wnated to buy ler, then lex pull my hair and pull me away.. pain sia!! hmm.. never mind lo.. next time then buy.. after that, saw the sewing shop.. wanted to buy one and help him do.. but never mind lahx.. i don't think he will use afterall.. hmm.. then reach home about 9.oo.. hehex..
well, life nowadays is so.. hmm.. don't know wad to say..
♥ the world will turn WILD.
6:30 PM
