Friday, March 24, 2006
so long since i've last updated my blog.. many many things happen.. good stuff and bad stuff.. but everything is a learning point.. isn't it? =)HEY! I'M PISSED OFF AT THAT STUPID TAXI DRIVER~i know my english isn't as good as yours.. but i'm not ur daughter.. nag so much! damn pissed off lor.. already had such a bad day, still nag at me.. stupid.. only know how to add salt to an open wound! argh!
sigh.. life is great! if you look it at a good point.. but it can be quite irritating sometimes.. like that "dog" in school.. "it" lead the juniors astray lo.. stupid! and "it" thinks it can be one of the leaders next time! OMG! if that day really come, i'll only get to see what happen to PB.. lols.. i know i'm bad.. but i can afford to see my juniors being led astray without knowing! and they think "it" is a prince charming! OMG! i'm really starting to wonder if they have ever seen any shuai ge before.. hmms.. ><
my studies kinda bad right now.. haven't been doing really well in all my subjects.. especially humanities.. i don't see any improvement.. wonder how i'm able to get into my course! sigh.. feel like a failure.. don't know if it's me who is stupid, or it's me who learn things slow or really i don't know how to answer.. sigh! MUMMY! SAVE ME!! ><
friends? sometimes, i tend to feel unwanted too.. probably it is because there are too many groups in my class.. and it really seems hard to mingle well in any.. sigh.. last year ler.. hmms..
it's great to feel ur presence once again.. =)
♥ the world will turn WILD.
6:54 AM
Thursday, March 16, 2006
you make me realise how much i need you.. i just can't live a day without you.. i miss you.. sorry for what i've done..
♥ the world will turn WILD.
6:37 PM
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
well, woke up 9.30.. then i msg qy.. lols.. ask her to bring the ppt.. then we chat alittle while lo.. then i went online.. did a little of my homework.. well.. still not in my homework mood yet.. lols..
then i send my pics for my phone to my com.. lolx.. so cool.. hahas.. put it as my display pic.. lols.. erms.. then kor came and talk to me.. then he was like :wah.. chio bu.. lols.. i told him no la.. then he say he is always right.. lols.. like real! hahas..
left house about 12.30 to meet my junior.. lols.. i was msging her.. she take so long to reply lo.. lols.. then suddenly, receive one msg so instantly.. but it wasn't her.. lols.. it's him.. kinda surprise.. lols.. normally, i'll be the one to start a conversation.. but today, is him.. hehes..
reach school about 1.30.. then slack till 2.. choir starts at 2 without our chairman.. why? coz he is late.. lols.. choir rox!
weewee called me.. lols.. yap.. chat for quite awhile.. while i was chatting, dunno why so many ppl look at me.. lols.. so funny.. then i tried my best to lower down my volume, but he can't hear.. so i dun care.. i talk super loud! lols..
thats all folks! tata``
♥ the world will turn WILD.
3:06 AM
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
sometimes, wanting to forget certain things are just so hard..
yesterday, went to school for a course.. something to do with communication skills.. it is quite fun.. at least i see a little bondings with some prefects.. but really, i just can't stand that bloody attitude that guy is giving his senior! i really hope sometime will befall on him and change him for the better.. HIS ATTITUDE JUST SUX TO THE CORE! *sigh* he wouldn't have been a prefect is he didn't went up to the teacher and say he wanna be.. man.. nv see anyone so thick skin before! ><
anyway, i manage to send him home.. he deserve it.. with his stupid attitude! STOP INFLUENCING THE INNOCENT JUNIORS! sigh.. course works alot.. with that "P", "b", and "m" sounds.. lols.. we did many fun stuff.. lols..
after that, went alone to TM to buy movie tickets.. the feeling of being alone is just.. hmms.. can't be described.. hm.. then about 6.30, i left home and went with sis to catch the moive shaggy dog.. seriously, i recommend this show.. it is nice.. lols..
today, woke up by a very funny call.. lols.. shan't say.. lols. then went to school.. SY sort of share his problems with me.. i didn't really give any comments.. i just listen lo.. this is my first time hearing that guys will ever be affect by what their stead do or say.. really! lols.. nv hear of such thing before.. most of the time is the other way round.. lols..
after the course, i went to mac with avril, JW, HY and SY.. lols.. then came home..
just now ask dumpei pei me go home.. then he don't want.. hmms..
all i can remember was what we did last time.. the very first time that we walked to the bus-stop.. i miss you
♥ the world will turn WILD.
2:45 AM
Sunday, March 12, 2006
sigh.. those were the days.. i miss you
♥ the world will turn WILD.
11:32 PM
woke up this morning about 9+.. had a really weird dream lo.. hmms.. all i remember was me crying.. and a really nice hug from someone.. hmms..
then woke up for breakfast.. went down to pass sze hui our project.. then i came back.. nothing to do.. sat on the bed and read a magazine until i sleep! then dream of the same person.. dun remember the face la.. but the body build damn nice u know? lols.. but that dream got ghost.. lols.. dream of an ah gong.. then.. erm.. very confusing la..
then.. woke up for lunch.. had pizza.. lols.. 2 small slices lo.. their standard kinda drop.. not as nice as before.. then the size also smaller! >< their was a quarrel at home la.. so when i woke up, everyone's face all "black black" de.. after lunch.. went back to bed again.. lols.. really pig hor? lols..
this time.. dream of that guy lo.. weird la!!! aiyos! dunno who is that.. then make me so curious to find out who!!!! *SIAN*
tml got school.. erms.. communication skills.. lols.. took it up for the benefits of my Os oral.. hope it will do me good use lo.. lols..
that's all folks~ tata``
♥ the world will turn WILD.
3:32 AM
Friday, March 10, 2006
tootz.. take care, drink more water and rest well.. stop making me worry! dun forget our promise.. lols..
sad to say.. i'm not interested in younger guys.. lols.. friends, i dun mind.. hahas.. try talking to me.. i'll freak you out.. lols.. >.<
ooo.. that bball guy from CCHMS is cute! eeews.. i dun mind~! =P hor buddy? lols..
tata``
♥ the world will turn WILD.
7:11 AM
Thursday, March 09, 2006
whee! exams finally over.. hahas.. finally.. tml is the last day of the school term 1.. lols.. happy!!! whee! hahas..
so far, i flunk my languages with D & E and pass both my maths with distinctions.. lols.. mum was very happy.. dunno why.. also not actual O lvl.. lols.. but i promised her i will continue to strive hard after i step down.. lols.. tootz keep comparing the lowest EL score he ever get.. lols.. but at least he got B3 for Os.. i'm happy for him.. lols.. he got into TJC with 13 points lo.. through DSA somemore.. well.. lucky him.. lols..
dunno what to do for holidays.. wanna go out, but dunno go out with who.. lols.. so guess.. stay at home will be the best choice ba.. hmms..
guess that's all.. tata``
♥ the world will turn WILD.
4:02 AM
Saturday, March 04, 2006
another weekend is here.. the only 2 days i've been looking forward to.. lols.. dunno why.. just love weekend.. probably because i get to sleep later.. lols..
dunno what to blog.. guess nothing much ba.. shan't talk about those unhappy stuff.. wanna forget them all! lols..
went to school today for a maths common test.. lols.. so freaking hot! and the wu shu keep jumping.. then boom boom boom de.. ><
have you ever wondered what life will be in few years time? hahas.. i dunno how my life would be.. but i just wanna travel! wanna bring my mum and dad around the world..
wanna go canada.. wanna go china after that 3 gorges dam is done.. wanna go angkor wat.. wanna go that 101.. wanna go australia.. mongolia.. cambodia.. brunei.. everywhere! lols.. =P
well.. laughing is the best medicine. i just hate tears!
tata``
♥ the world will turn WILD.
5:23 AM
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
common test week! and i'm still slacking! sian ar! hais..
haven't been doing anything right these days! screw up everything! i screwed up my entire life! argh..
i flunk my chinese.. JUST IMAGINE! a person who drop higher chinese flunk chinese? it is like a pure science student, who drop pure science, fail combine science! damn! dunno how i'm suppose to feel.. but i'm not sad.. i'm just not sad! *sigh* my feelings have numbed..
hmms.. haven't been doing well for my studies.. i don't know why.. something is bothering me.. sigh.. i'm tired! i'm sick and tired!
recently, came in contact with my primary classmate.. lols. he suddenly msg me and tell me ger.. i miss you.. lols.. i was laughing my head off.. hahas.. i was studying chem at that time.. hahas..
well.. life is all about choices.. it is really up to you to choose which path you wanna take and wanna go.. the destination depends on only you, yourself.. sigh.. where will be destination be? i'm yet to find out..
tata``
♥ the world will turn WILD.
4:46 AM