Monday, January 30, 2006
new year was great! although i didn't feel that spirit in the air.. lols.. i spent the entire day sitting in front of the television.. lols.. watched the VCD that my cousin borrowed.. the cave and the war of the world.. lols.. it's nice!
collected lots of hong bao! lols.. it isn't the amount of money that matters, it is the fun of opening it.. lols.. and my cute little cousin came up to me and say "i've got a bigger hong bao than you." she is cute.. lols.. K1 only can speak so well.. her brother is cute too! hehes.. the way he cuddles his mom.. lols..
then again, i receive the same old comment, "hey, you looks like my niece." lols..
hey, she's pretty man.. but i'm not.. lols..
today, went to the temple.. went to take a qian.. so it states that wei shan zui le.. lols.. it means that when i do charity, i'll feel happy..=) that is exactly how i feel.. =D haha.. i love donating.. however, everytime i donate, my friends will like pull me away.. lols..
hmm.. next week might be the start of common test.. whee! i'm gonna start studying! hahas..
ohoh.. to whoever is that person who tag me.. i hope you learnt to be proud of your name.. ur name is ur identidy.. if you dare to say such things to me, be daring enough to leave ur name.. then u'll be most welcome the say whatever you want..
♥ the world will turn WILD.
5:10 AM
new year was great! although i didn't feel that spirit in the air.. lols.. i spent the entire day sitting in front of the television.. lols.. watched the VCD that my cousin borrowed.. the cave and the war of the world.. lols.. it's nice!
collected lots of hong bao! lols.. it isn't the amount of money that matters, it is the fun of opening it.. lols.. and my cute little cousin came up to me and say "i've got a bigger hong bao than you." she is cute.. lols.. K1 only can speak so well.. her brother is cute too! hehes.. the way he cuddles his mom.. lols..
then again, i receive the same old comment, "hey, you looks like my niece." lols..
hey, she's pretty man.. but i'm not.. lols..
today, went to the temple.. went to take a qian.. so it states that wei shan zui le.. lols.. it means that when i do charity, i'll feel happy..=) that is exactly how i feel.. =D haha.. i love donating.. however, everytime i donate, my friends will like pull me away.. lols..
hmm.. next week might be the start of common test.. whee! i'm gonna start studying! hahas..
ohoh.. to whoever is that person who tag me.. i hope you learnt to be proud of your name.. ur name is ur identidy.. if you dare to say such things to me, be daring enough to leave ur name.. then u'll be most welcome the say whatever you want..
♥ the world will turn WILD.
5:10 AM
Friday, January 27, 2006
have been dragging myself to school lately.. starting to hate school.. guess i'll soon be like that sec 4 guy, who keep skipping school last year.. hmms.. don't know if i'm the one who is giving the teachers and juniors a headache, or are they the one driving me crazy.. probably it's both..
i'm getting along well with those around me.. especially well with my chairman, who was my kindergarden friend.. well.. i'm starting to change my views on him.. lols.. he is a lame and funny guy.. lols.. keep making me laugh one.. hahas..
lessons are getting long and tedious.. i'm sure i'm not the only one who is going to fall asleep after recess.. how am i going to go on like this? *sigh* so many tests.. although i've been looking forward to them.. but i expect good grades too.. sad to say, it didn't turn out well.. guess i've underestimated the papaer.. sigh! IT IS TIME TO MUG! argh!
i'm not feeling well.. feel sick, feel tired, feel like vomitting all the time.. serious moodswing! man! what is going wrong with me?!
this world is now black and white.. the colours have fade away.. i've tried all ways to view it from another view, but i all seems the same.. i'm starting to hate myself.. starting to condemn myself.. *sigh* this is me
♥ the world will turn WILD.
1:58 AM
Saturday, January 21, 2006
feel that i became naughtier.. *sigh* how to become guai and good again? *argh* i wanna be a good girl~!
went orchard today.. lols.. finally can go out! woots.. was late when i met lao gong.. then we wait for qian ying.. lols.. both of them wear high heels.. lao gong was taller.. lol.. then she keep teasing me.. lols.. oh oh.. did i mention i was in the same train as ah ji? lol.. i miss her.. didn't see her.. didn't even know she was behind me until she msg be.. but by the time she msg me, i already alighted.. *sigh* went to watch the geisha show.. some scenes are really gross.. where this stupid guy went to untie her kimono! *eeks* the first part was touching.. the last part too.. lols..
then went to SP for open house.. was not bad.. lols.. they gave out free ice cream.. met maybelline.. lols.. she saw me! lols.. then she introduce the courses.. i told her i wanted to out tourism and resort management.. then she say i PS her.. lols.. oops! didn't mean too.. lols.. the way she talk was like mummy lidat.. lols..
then went back lido for lunch.. lol.. then lao gong went for tuition.. so me and qian ying went to shop.. shop awhile, our legs pain.. then went to sit.. lols.. when we feel better, we went to walk again.. then tired again.. then we sit down.. lols.. then finally go home.. lols.. bought some otah for family.. lols..
well, life is really bad.. really don't know what i want in life.. i'm no longer myself.. no longer who i want to be.. no longer who everyone used to know! I'M NOT MYSELF! *sigh* can anyone help me find myself back?
tata``
♥ the world will turn WILD.
4:08 AM
Thursday, January 19, 2006
life is much more interesting.. although i feel more like a sec 4, but i guess, it is over the limit..
never expect myself to rush through homework the last minute, not doing what i'm told to do and hand in incomplete work up..
damn disappointed in myself lo.. really don't know how to work hard la.. aiya.. just wanna step down from everything and start concentrating, with full force, on my studies.. >< *sigh*
going to see the open house.. still don't know what course to take.. aiyos.. dunno to go business or what leh..
potato!!! must take care of urself wors..
stupid yao! stop making me blush lo.. ><
that's all folks.. tata``
♥ the world will turn WILD.
5:22 AM
Sunday, January 15, 2006
even if the future seems to be like an dead end for you, just move on and try.. may be, there might be a way out.. you'll never know till you find out..
♥ the world will turn WILD.
2:36 AM
Saturday, January 14, 2006
yesterday, ah ji came back! lols.. so happy to see her! hehe.. she bought me 2 packs of chocolates.. my favourite leh! hehes.. =D thanx jie.. =)
choir was fun.. sang that teng li jun song.. lols.. so funny.. =X
after choir, went for tuition.. on the bus, i had stomach pain.. think is my gastric.. then ask my buddy do my homework for me.. =X
today.. woke up at 7.. then force myself back to bed.. lols.. wanna have more rest.. cause, weekend is the best time to rest! lols..
went to orchard for lunch.. then collect my new spects.. OMG! it makes me look so nerd again~! EEEKS!!! lols..
went for shopping awhile.. lols.. saw my kindergarden friend.. supper TALL! lols.. but, he didn't recognise me.. nvm..
well.. life is weird.. hmms..
[[thanx for always being there for me``]]
♥ the world will turn WILD.
5:08 AM
Friday, January 13, 2006
another weekend is here! woots.. lols.. have been looking forward to the weekend, not only to do some catching up, i can also rest! =D
had 3 test this week.. manage to pass 2 of them.. lols.. although it wasn't a really good pass, but at least i pass.. we need to take step by step to move towards a great success.. =)
finally feel sec 4 life is fun.. with all the test and stuff like that.. you feel a sense of success when you pass a test on the topics that you had long put at the back of ur head.. haha.. you will have more determination to do better if you failed to do well.. isn't it fun? hahas..
life is sort of okay.. just dislike the way my bio teacher teach.. i would rather read my own textbook than to hear her voice! so deafening.. *voice rejection* lols.. so sharp that it is so.. no words to describe.. =X
you know.. sometimes in life.. when you have so many friends around you.. you feel that they are the one, that you are able to lean on, to share you troubles with.. however, you'll realise that it is just a naive thought.. one fine day.. when you needed support, no one would be there.. it would only be you, yourself and your own.. no one else, but just you..
life is an unexpected thing.. never expect much..
[i'll choose to remain alone``]
♥ the world will turn WILD.
6:48 AM
Monday, January 09, 2006
hmms.. school seems weird now.. probably, people really do change.. yap.. i've changed too..
i help to settle down students today.. didn't really do the job well, i have to admit.. right now, all i could think is to play, play and play.. but yet, one part of me hopes to be studying all the time! study study study! i wanna study and study and study! sigh.. life isn't gonna be easy anymore.. *sigh* wanna step down early!
talk to yao today.. lols.. still as cheerful as before.. still as attractive as before! lols.. so many people like him sia.. lols.. don't you ever dare forget me hor! hehes..
today's meeting rox! hahas.. although i wasn't sitting beside any EXCO, or any of my friends, i'm sitting with tohwee! lols.. cool right? my idol! hahas.. always love his leadership qualities and his spirit to make things the best.. no wonder so many teachers dote on him.. well.. i know many people don't like him.. but when u know him well, u'll realise that he is someone nice to talk to.. some one who is willing to share every single experience of his with you.. lols.. remember the very first time i cried in front of him.. lols.. he will keep talking and talking.. make u cry even harder lo.. stupid right? lols.. but today i was really glad to see him.. someone has finally brighten up my year.. =) kor, mei miss you! woots~! keep ur spirit high up in the air! woots
stupid boi boi! gonna buy new handphone le lor.. W550i leh.. make sure he don't come back to show me.. or i'll so snatch his phone away.. lols..
wanna pon school leh.. how ar? =X sigh.. life sux~
tata``
♥ the world will turn WILD.
5:45 AM
Friday, January 06, 2006
a new school term has started.. lols.. my class is on the second level, last class, next to the stairs.. so shitty lo.. we are the only sec 4 Express to be on the second level.. irritating right! because of this, i don't feel like a sec 4.. lols..
first day of school was already boring.. probably because most of our friends aren't around, and probably because i'm not sitting with girls.. i'm surrounded by boys! *argh* but they were in the same class as me before lo.. lols.. on my right was my kindergarden classmate, on my left was my sec 1 and 2 classmate.. in front is my sec1 and 2 classmate and behind is my primary 4 classmate.. lols.. so cool right? lols.. but they hardly talk to me lo.. so i'm always the one talking to them instead.. sigh! puay gave me a stuff toy.. dunno how to spell it.. eeor or whatever.. that donkey of the pooh bear one.. lols.. super cute lo! hahas.. i like the stomach.. big big de.. =D PUAY, THANK U!! =D
second day was boring again.. lols.. after school got CCA.. lols..
thursday was CCA orientation.. after recess, 12+, practically half the class gone lo.. all my good friends all gone.. left me alone.. i'm so bored! so when the bell rang, i quickly went to the prefect room.. jared kor treat me sia! lols.. so kind of him.. lols.. then he and boi boi went hall to see see.. so i tried to sleep in the prefect's room.. then piggy ask me to do work~!!! >< *sigh* so boring!
yesterday, rush for tuition after CCA.. lols.. pass all my books to my maid.. lols.. the school expect us to bring every single textbook to school leh.. irritating right?! sigh.. tuition wasn't that bad la.. lols.. but very sian lo..
today, saturday, i'm down with a super bad flu! gonna finish one box of tissue ler.. *sigh*
that's all folks.. tata``
♥ the world will turn WILD.
10:18 PM
Monday, January 02, 2006
my very first entry! woots.. welcome year 2006! i'm officially a sec 4 student! cool right?! hahas..
kk.. lets see what is the first thing that i did this year..
first drink: milo 250ml
first thing i saw: fireworks
first person who make me angry: some idiot who step on my slipper!
first transport: train
lols.. alot of things i did.. lols.. anyway.. i went countdown with my maid.. then my maid was holding on to me lo.. some girls thought i was les! i was so super angry that i wanted to slap them! or probably just scold them right into their face.. but, i decided to be a kind soul and just forget about it.. lols..
1/1
have been chiong-ing my homework for the whole day.. till i'm only left with english comprehensions when i was about to leave for dinner.. worea shirt with tube inside and jeans.. lols.. dinner was great! crystal jade's goose was delicious! lols.. came home, did my compre till like 2 a.m.. then went to bed..
2/1
today went TM to shop.. didn't buy much things.. just shop for my fullscape and an organiser.. but couldn't find the organiser.. *sad* then came back for lunch and went to MP.. shop and shop and shop until i foget to study for chem.. lols.. gonna study now..
tata``
♥ the world will turn WILD.
3:40 AM
