Sunday, December 24, 2006

woke up like 8.30 by my sis. as promised, i accompanied her and my mum to the specialist. sis had to do a checkup cause she has frequent nose bleed these days. while me, i had to collect my medicine. you know how sian it is? to be on a life time medication? -.-" i'm getting sick of it. =x

went shopping around at taka and had branch at pepper lunch. the food isn't great and it's expensive. >< about 12.30, i left and met sh at borders. she was like in slippers and i was in heels. sians. why did my short heels break at this time?! hope new year faster come. and i can wear my new short heels again. haha. =x ok. she went shopping. and i bought new earrings. =x after that, we rest at this restaurant at cine for a soda fountain. it's nice. =) haha. after that, we walked around. we walked to paragon. and rest again at coffee club. god. i spent alot on food today. hmms. i had black forest cake and ice mocha and a cup of water. then me and sh talked about funny things. haha. after that, went to citylink. she went to buy christmas card for her dad. haha.

i walked to esplanade alone. reached there about 6.15. i was sitting alone(not exactly alone, i kept the ants companied. =x) at the bridge there. i love the scenery from there. haha. i had my earpieces plugged in and on my music loud. i looked at the sky and at the expressway opposite. many things went through my mind. i looked at every couple that walked pass me. oh! and i saw 2 brides. cool. =) one of the groom looked as if he cried. haha. =x ok. there was this foreigner couple that asked me to take a photo for them. gladly, i did. =) haha.

i spent my time quite wisely there. i thought about my life. haha. yeah, studies, relationship, friends, and family. haha. i kinda regretted not studying hard enough for Os. and seriously speaking, if i don't meet the mark, i don't mind retaking this Os. haha. i kinda had the urge to study, suddenly. i love the feeling when i passed my A maths. i love A maths, but sometimes i did so badly that i wished i can give up. but at times, i met my expectations and i'm really proud of it. it's great to have fahmy as A maths teacher. haha. friends. i'm really happy to say that i had many friends whom stood by me when i was feeling sad and constantly encouraging me. =) peeps like joanna, min min, eve, mae, sh, qy, PUAY!, potato and many others. without them, i guess i would have quit school at the age of 14. haha. =x as for family, i know i've let my parents down many times. and i'm always the one they are so worried about. i guess it's time i should stop all my nonsense and to show them that i'm "useful" afterall. haha. =x relationship. i guess i've got nothing to say about it. =)

met him at about 7 plus. i had cravings for beef fries. but the queue was freaking long and i guess, i had to give it a miss. haha. we walked to esplanade. and GOSH! it's really my honor to watched that school's choir. is it acjc? erms. one jc. ok ok. i really know nuts about music though most of my family member learnt music. haha. anyway, i love the way they sing. it's..... ok. the school's choir just left me speechless. MJR's choir can't even reach that standard. =x anyway, it's really an eye opening experience. and the soloist for that christmas song rocks! haha. ok. i miss choir. i miss singing. i miss being soprano. i miss performing on stage(though i have stage fright.). but i really miss being a part of choir. you caught me. hmm. but i know where i stand. come one. i'm only a subsitute during last year's syf competition. how far can i go with singing? haha. i guess not very far. haha. my wish now is to join christmas caroling. but. i guess in singapore, it's not a very IN thing. haha. talking about this, it's been a long time since i last stepped into music room. hmm.

oh well. i wanted to sit outside esplanade again. so we went out. he didn't talk much. and i didn't feel like talking. but i didn't mind. i just love sitting beside him and enjoy every moment of silence. hmm. he still didn't talk much. and i didn't dare to ask him what's in his mind. haha. ok. at least i saw his smile. =x and manage to hear his crap. haha. then walked to raffles mrt station. i kept very quiet. and i guess i made him feel bored. haha. oopsy. =x he took the train with me. but he alighted at kallang. before that, he gave me this weird look. -.-" haha. anyway, thanks for keeping me companied. =) wheee!! =x

done blogging.

^{i'll tell you what's up with my entry yesterday. ok. i've been missing you all these while. i miss all the times i go out with you. i miss having you by my side. i miss being in your arms and having you to tell me that you don't wanna let me go. but i know all those are memories and i guess it won't really bother to you how much i miss you. but i really hope i'll have a chance to give you an unforgetable birthday celebration. i don't dare to ask from you to give me another chance to be your girlfriend again. cause i feel you deserve a much better girl.
that night, i spent my night thinking about 24 november. it's really sweet of you to come orchard to meet me, to walk to somerset with me and wore button shirt when i asked you to, even though you were running a fever. forgive me for not being understanding. forgive me for not sparing a thought for you.
all these while, you stood by my side. you were being so supportive of my every decision and encourage me when i lose hope. you listened to my complaints whenever i was down. you gave me a pat on my back to assure me that i will be able to achieve what i wanted. and you held my hands to walk through each obstacle. never once you shout at me for being late for an hour. you never complain about me, even though i know i'm a horrible stead. hmm. you did things that maybe no one would have done for me.
i love you.}

-nothing special. just another ordinary christmas-

♥ the world will turn WILD.
12:00 AM

Sunday, December 24, 2006

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