i spent quite some time reading through my past entries. and many things went through my mind. haha. i guess, it's good to have stml afterall. =) i went to bed at 1. but i couldn't sleep. i still had some thoughts in my mind. i kept tossing and turning. but i just can't sleep. i stared into space. and as soon as i closed my eyes, tears just started rolling. gosh. >< then, i manage to sleep at only 2.30 a.m. -.-"
then came the weirdest dream i had! ok. i dreamt i had to retake my Os! [totally freak me out, cause my results aren't out and here i am dreaming that i hae to retake Os! what the heck?] ok. my parents didn't really scold me for retaking. and suddenly, i'm so close to my dad's side. erms. somehow, there's a guy that appear in my dreams. can't exactly remember what happened. but all i remembered was that this guy cheered me up when i was down and that he was the one that made me laugh when i was feeling sad. erms. weird la. -.-"
ok. woke up at 11 again. then i came online. no one talked to me, so i started writing my christmas cards. ok. many people will receive the card late i guess. haha. potato came to crap with me. then she had to go. so no one talked to me again. so i continued writing my cards. then dylan talked to me. haha. manage to finish writing all the cards by 4.30. then i went to post them.
came back. started reading my entries again. thank god! i didn't stick to writing that act cute language. *phew* if not, i really won't understand what i'm typing now. and i guess some of the readers will be disgusted at it too. haha.
suddenly, i have many weird thoughts. i'm wondering if i'll still have a chance to go out with you before school starts. i'm wondering if i'll ever have the chance to be in your arms again. i'm wondering if i can turn back time and to change myself into a girl that you want me to be. i'm wondering if i would have the chance to give you more good memories than bad ones. i'm wondering if i would ever have the chance to be lucky enough to celebrate your next birthday with you, cause i didn't have a chance this year. but.. i guess. maybe i won't be that lucky. oh well.
done blogging.
-christmas spirit is not in the air-
♥ the world will turn WILD.
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