it's weird how productive my day is. well, not exactly very productive. but at least more productive than the rest of this week. =) yeah me!
wasn't feeling well last night. i was running slight fever and i had super bad gastric. i lay in bed the entire night, staring at the ceiling. and damn! the number 25 appeared. it's large! and i need lots of hard work to reduce the number. LOTS!! i mean it! argh! the more i think about it, the more i couldn't sleep.
what if i really ended up in a course that leads me to no where? what if i need to retake my Os? what if i did well for all other subjects and flunk my english? what if... shucks! all the what ifs are out. ><
another sleepless night.
woke up early and feeling so motivated! and great! i finish 3 e-maths papers!! yeah me! lols. i had few long breaks in between. i was chatting online, answering smses, and lazing around. ok. i could feel my heart skip a beat when i read my old entries. time flies. it was like a month ago, when it was 96 days to Os. and look, now! it's 57 days. how much time i've wasted crying of spilt milk and thinking that if only there's a chance to turn back time? ah.. oh well.
talked to my ex classmate again. now, the question is: why do girls dump the guys and still talk to them. -.-" it's not like after a break up, you have to lose a friendship right? it's weird how he thinks. oh. and girls don't go into a relationship just to have someone, she calls hers. but girls go into a relationship to be loved and cared by ther person, she calls her true love. cut the crap! back to studies!
venice rise due to political, social and economic factors. 7 political factors. CENIPEE. erms.. erms.. i can't remember. >< hmms.
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