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Thursday, June 08, 2006

reach school early again. lols. it's almost like a routine. meet qy and sh. pop into cheers if either one of us is hungry. walk to school. reach school at 7.30.. chat and wait for lessons to begin. lols.

a maths! omg! i'm starting to see numbers every where! lol. okay. had lecture today. sets. then had tutorial. which we had a binormial test. boring~! lols. i sort of have the idea on how to attempt the questions. but some how my steps are wrong.. hmm.. well. erms. another 2 lessons tml.. omg! i envy puay. she doesn't need to come to school. she flew off this afternoon.. lols. ohoh. i freak her out last night.. hahas.. =x

erms.. went to my locker to put my book.. then i was walking to the stairs when my head was spinning! omg! then i had to stop.. hahas.. mae had to hold on to me to make sure that i won't faint. hahas. okay. my head was spinning, my vision was blurred. then black out. but after awhile it was fine. hahas. i was laughing after that, then mae said my face was red. hahas..

went back to class then went for break. everyone is talking about DSA. come on. i really feel like avoiding that topic. but i can't. either poly or JC. choose one. lols. i really don't know. after the talk, i had the motivation to work hard to ensure a place in MJC. but.. i don't know. i can't stand a stressful environment. lols. hais. ><

bio lessons was bored. we split into groups to discuss our project. erms. but we didn't discuss. lols. so i was talking to the guys behind. stupid joke. hahas. okay. just blamed it on my understanding. lols. i've been tricked 3 times!! >< hahas. then i asked my friends the same question, they got it. wow? hahas. okay okay. i'm stupid. hahas. erms. so my group members were seducing each other. hahas. okay. i didn't manage to seduce any, but i tickled them. =x cause my nails are long, and i just draw circles on their knee there. and they started to giggle. it was ticklish. hahas. ^^ i'm smart.

hmm. lessons was over. head home. on the way out of school, the entire group of us were acting like guys. and we were shouting down the corridor. hahas. damn funny. erms. reach home, eat, sleep, homework, revise, slack! lols. today is rather a boring day. i miss puay! she flew off.. ='(

got a new ear piece! lols. miss my music so much!! lols. okay. xl ask me go watch silent hill. he is always trying to tease my weakness. he knows i'm scare of scary movies. and he ask me go watch that! lols. and he said he will help me cover my eyes. erms. hahas. what a good offer right? hahas. i'll consider. hahas. see if mae and the rest wanna go. hahas.

hms. thinking back about those days i had in primary. lols. when i first went out. hehes. the guys were shy and the girls were really naughty. hahas. but when we were in the cinema, everyone wished we weren't in there. hahas. the entire group of us was practically shouting in the cinema and passing stupid comments about the movie. hahas. we threw pop corn to the people in front. hahas. the entire 2 rows were our people. hahas. damn funny. then when i went out with girls only, we were looking at yan daos. crapping the entire day and critising people who really has poor fashion taste. hahas. those were the days. everyone changed. guys grew taller and more man. girls grew more feminine, except me. hahas. i seriously wonder why. even that tom boy actually put make up! lols. okay. i was laughing my head off when i saw her with make up. hahas.. i miss them.. sigh.

you know. sometimes when people say that things won't change. you really have to have doubts. time changes everything. even that junior that took the same school bus as me. his grandpa always spoil him. and he was rather small in size and looked as though he was going to fly along with the wind any minute. but just look at him now! so tall and so grown up. so fit and strong. didn't even look like the guy whom i used to know. hahas. things changed. so why people still say that feelings won't change? feelings do fade as time goes by, don't it?

why say you love me, when it doesn't seems this way anymore? why say you care, when you don't even show it? why say that you aren't like any other guys, when you act almost like them? why people lie without thinking that what they say might hurt others? so what if time heals the wound? people still get hurt time after time! i fear to fall in love again. i fear to express myself. i fear let others know that i'm weak.

as time passed, things changed, people changed. what can i say? my world is more complicated than before.



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