well. i don't know what to say today. kinda had a bad day. =(
bet on germany yesterday. and i won~! hahas. so happy. hahas. although i gave up when it was 90 minutes. but miracles do happen! hahas..
woke up at 8.11. went to meet qy for school. hmms. something told me it is gonna be a bad day. yes indeed. i was surrounded by guys during a maths. they told jokes which i really couldn't get it. =x ken ask me a maths question. so i just quote fahmy's words. then fahmy ask those who didn't understand to approach me. -.-" i was blurred myself. but nvm.
rush home to change. wanted to go bugis alone to get crystal's present and something for him. yaps. but crystal came early. so i met her and made her wait for 15 minutes? hahas. then rush to cine to buy tickets. met the guys first. say yl. hahas. she went to watch movie with tai gong. =x
hate the movie! it is scary! i practically cover my eyes the entire movie! >< can't stand it! it is damn gross! and jordan can actually make the entire movie into a joke. and he keep scaring me! i really tried to distract myself. yaps. should have msg buddy. at least he will msg me through the entire movie and keep me entertain. wow! the girl look so gothic. damn gross! all the demon. xl keep throwing pop corns and i didn't even know. =x was the joke of the day. just blame me for being timid.
after the movie, we stood outside cine for a long time thinking where to go to. then xl gave me tt's hat. then i wanted to take picture. but fy took away! bad! went to coffee house for a drink. sat beside ah fat, and crystal, sl opposite me. yaps. alot of joke around. but didn't catch any. =x paid the drink and left.
met ah d. yaps. the girls were excited to meet him. well. i'm glad. but. nvm. erms. went to somerset alone. wanted to catch up with xl and kuang. but those guys walked damn fast. but the time i reach the traffic light, they were gone. =x so i went back alone.
the road home seems long. longer than usual. probably of what happened. yaps. went home. mom didn't say anything. but can see that she was rather angry. nvm. msg buddy. serious. i wanted to cry. he is always there for me when i need help. the only person that i could really rely on when i'm down. i wanted to tell him how i really felt. but i didnt. i chose to keep it to myself this time.
this is me. i'll say how i feel if i want to. like it or not, this is me. i know i've lost a close friend cause of this. and i'm losing someone else cause of this too. i just can't help it. neither can i change this bad habit of mine. and all i ask for was for you to accept this bad point of me. but it seems impossible. we are all different our own ways. and asking someone to accept your weak point, a point that they don't like, is really impossible. i won't force you.
what is love? trust? communication? faith? honesty? or just a pack of lies? it depents on how you look at it. but why does people turn love into hatred? really. i really wanna know.
i wanna cry it out. it hurts. but does it ever matter? i don't think so. probably it's just meant to be? probably it's time i should learn how to control my feelings. why did i ever fall for you? tears. tears of sadness.
really lost all my concentration to even study. i don't even feel the stress and i don't even feel as though i'm sitting a major exam. everyone is busy going through DSA. had no qualities to even think about going through DSA. well. probably i'm just fated to go poly. hmm. mum is worried about me. each time she nag at me, i'll be shouting back. damn. where did my fighting spirit go to? why am i surrendering to the fact that i'm going to fail my block tests? what is going on?!
really bad day. i'm running away from reality. why? someone tell me what is going wrong!!
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