somehow, i feel that i've screwed up my life.. curious? haix.. have been meeting many problems.. one after another!!!! i just can't stand it anymore.. i feel as though i'm gonna break down.. i feel as though i'm gonna end all these sufferings any time! i just can't take it.. i can't..
can i ask that question again? who am i?
i'm just a bitch.. a bitchy bitch, a slut, a girl that no one would ever wish to look up to.. i sucks to the core, i hurt everyone around me, i bring saddness to everyone's life.. that is who i am..
i'm on the verge of losing a 2 years friendship.. a friendship that i never wanted to let go.. but it seems that what doesn't belong to you, you can never have it.. no matter how hard you tried to keep it to yourself.. i just wish to there is still a chance to save that friendship.. never wanna let it go.. probably there is a wall in between us bahx.. something that cause us to drift further apart.. is this my life?
i've changed.. i'm longer that girl who obey school rules.. i'm trying hard to find myself back.. trying hard to be mummy's good girl again.. but i can't.. i'm sorry.. i feel so guilty.. sorry..
[u]:i don't know what life have been.. but i think this choice is right.. is time we should let it go and give ourselves sometime to do the things that we really wished to all these while.. i've finally made the decision after so long.. i've finally picked up my determination to returned you to her.. i'm not treating you as a good.. i'm treating you to as someone who i have silently snatched away.. and i'm returning you back to her.. to let you be who you once were.. and to let you be who you really wish to be.. life is all about moving on and not turning back.. i've chosen to move on.. whatever is the path ahead, i wish you'll just walk and never turn back.. i thank you for everything you have done all these time.. but it is time we should let go.. i'm sorry..
well.. i just wanna lead a simple life now.. i'm a bitch~!!!
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