well well.. here i am again.. staring and the screen hoping to write all my thoughts down for the week.. but i'm in pain.. yapx.. in pain..
i dunno who really am i now.. no longer that gurl who ppl know.. that gurl who hardly get angry over stupid little stuff.. haix.. but here i am, throwing my anger on anyone who gets in my way.. throwing my temper on friends so close to be.. hitting buddies who are always there for me.. i'm in the wrong.. somehow, i wish there was a chance to tell them that i'm sorry for being so mad and throwing my temper at them.. sigh.. i jux can't changed back..
having mood swing these days.. practically everything in the PR have been thrown by me.. even book that didn't even belong to me.. *sigh* i'm starting to hate myself..
3rd year has jux began and i'm stressing myself with all my work.. blaming myself for not working hard to pass all my class tests.. who is it to be blame? me.. jux me alone.. no one is perfect, and i'm trying so hard to be one.. *argh* why are things going this way? haix.. i'm going to break down soon..
[u]: i'm sorry for not sparing a thought for ur feeling.. i dun wanna hurt u.. i dun wanna upset u.. but i've gone too far.. i'm afraid of losing u.. and i'm unable to look into ur eyes.. things aren't the same anymore.. it's getting out of hand.. i love u so, and i'm trying to keep u by my side.. but i guess i'll fail to do so.. please forgive me if anything happen.. i jux have to let go when the time is right..
♥ the world will turn WILD.
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