here i am.. deep in thoughts.. wondering if the path i walked was the right choice or not.. and i came to realize that it was a total mistake.. haix..
there she is.. laughing and smiling.. and here i am, crying and weeping.. who am i to say her? who am i to be jealous of her? and who am i to envy her? i'm in no positions to say her, to be jealous of her or to envy her.. i'm no one, no body, nothing.. i'm jux invisible..
probably i'm wrong, probably i'm right.. i dunno.. i'm wondering why.. wondering why things turn out this way.. the way i wished it will never happened.. but it happened..
and here i am again.. i'm all alone.. all alone in the dark.. searching, crying, finding, weeping.. i'm trying all ways to find the light.. but sad to say, i've lost my sense of direction.. where is that hand? where is that sunshine? guess they are gone.. before i ever realise..
i found u out there, i lost u again.. and i found u again.. but then i realise, it was all illusion.. i'm dreaming.. a dream that will never happened.. i'm wishing.. wishing upon a star for ur return.. i dunno why i'm afraid to lose u.. afraid to be alone again.. i'm hiding in the corner.. wishing u'll never realise i've been crying for u to return and dreaming that we'll live in our paradise.. i'm a failure..
thats all for the day.. i'm leaving my memories behind.. i'm leaving my footprints on their hearts.. i'll let them noe that i'm the gurl who treasures them as much as i treasure my own life.. but i guess, wad is meant to let go, we'll jux have to let it go..
shall she bid her good-byes to her memories? leaving them all a mystery? she is wondering..
♥ the world will turn WILD.
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