wootx.. woke up at 10+ lo.. got nightmare again.. -sianx half- but dun remember wad it is lahx.. then did my homework lo.. feel like stuffing my brain with only knowledge and prevent it from thinking about other things.. but i'll be so lifeless.. >< haix.. mum prevent me from going to choir, AGAIN~! why? coz my throat is worse than before. why? coz i didn't take my medicine.. why? i lost them.. ^^"
hahax.. twinnie might accompany me to work at mac.. hahax.. but i wan to be a tutor mahx.. then i'll tutor his two cute sisters.. =D but no one would wan a tutor with only a PSLE cert right? so i'll jux dream that someone wouldn't mind.. hahax.. but dad told his boss that i'll take over sis's place next year.. that means.. I GOT MYSELF A JOB~!!! weeex~!!!! hahax.. super cool.. =P kae.. i'm still thinking if i should pierce my third ear hole.. well.. i dunno.. feel like doing that.. but wad if teacher catch?? hmm..
last night, kinda feeling down and moodless.. then kor kor msg me.. then he so ke lian.. he dunno how to cheer me up.. then i told him i'm fine.. so he ask me dun think too much and gave me a huggie.. well.. i dunno wad went into my mind.. suddenly, feel like ending this stupid life of mine.. nearly.. but i didn't(duh.. if i did, i wouldn't be updating my entry).. i wouldn't wan to give up God's wonderful gift.. so i went to bed lo.. couldn't sleep.. keep turning here and there.. thinking why am i on earth.. thinking why God wants to give me that gift.. it is all useless to me.. i'll rather let someone who uses the gift wisely to learn more meaningful stuff.. haix.. God is putting me tru a difficult test.. i wanna surrender.. haix..
i dunno wad to do now.. my mind is so luan.. think i'll jux do all my work.. read my book and think of nothing else.. life so meaningless to me now.. haix..
life is meaningless.. so wad for should i carry on?
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